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Originally Posted by truthnlove
Due to life circumstances and upbringing, I've felt powerless and lacked self-esteem my whole life. Until recently, when therapy has started to change how I see myself. Unfortunately, I'm left with a lifetime of ways of communicating with other people that I need to unlearn. Any suggestions?
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If your "therapy" had not changed or improved your self esteem and self respect (which is why the kids and animals don't listen), then you may need to look for other forms of therapy or a better therapist.
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He doesn't take me seriously.
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IMO, that's because you don't take your self "seriously" but it can be improved at GOOD therapy.
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As for being a softie, I just mean that I'm very sensitive and gentle, and have a difficult time being "firm." I'm afraid of being harsh, hurting the kids somehow, etc., and therefore tend to lean the opposite direction.
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IMO, that is all about FEAR - which will set your dog off and turn off the kids as well. I had a lousy childhood and am AFRAID to hurt kids so I rarely play with them. I am, oddly, very in tune with and get along with ALL animals.
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Well, I do believe that firmness is necessary at times. But, probably because I'm so sensitive, what I think of as "firm" isn't necessarily firm.
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You probably go from "too soft" to "too hard" since folks raised like us do not know the middle ground and are usually operating from one extreme or the other in relationships.
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Unfortunately, though, as a sensitive person I can sometimes overreact and go the other way. Which makes me afraid to be firm at all. Trying to find a balance is frustrating.
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There's your answer!
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If I have to give my dog a swat on the rear when he misbehaves, it doesn't phase him at all - probably because it doesn't hurt.
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IMO, it does hurt them but they have a high tolerance and he probably sees you as insignificant or a phony. Why do you need to hit him at all? What does inflicting pain ever teach anyone?
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Originally Posted by Bill3
You mentioned therapy. What does your therapist say about this problem?
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Originally Posted by truthnlove
Not a whole lot, actually. So much to talk about, that isn't at the top of the list.
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I'd go looking for another therapist!
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I learned that the best way to keep the peace was to keep certain opinions to myself. Unlearning that now.
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I assume that your therapist had told you this but, learn to speak up because suppressing your thoughts and feelings can have horrifying consequences later in life. You seem to be doing well so, good luck.