I have decided...

That it is time for me to move on. My ex has been living with me still, since the divorce, but he is moving out next friday. He has a new place, and a roommate to go to on the other side of town. I will miss him, but, i am glad for this. As far as the "other guy" goes, I'm not worried about all of that anymore either. Whatever happened, just happened. I'm not blaming him and I certainly hope he's not blaming me. The only thing I'm worried about, is being cut out of the family. (my ex's). And, being blamed for the divorce by them. I really have strong feelings for them all considering that I never had a good relationship with my own family. That's really the reason why I held on to my ex for so long. I loved his family so. And, they are the only family I have ever known. Whatever happens, I'm ready to put the past in the past, and just make my life what I want it. Happiness, is a personal choice.

i wish you well on your new journey.........

Good for you Bri7. Wishing you all the best in creating your new life.