I give up on wanting a boyfriend

I think the healthiest thing until I am no longer feeling pain is too stop obsessing about romantic relationships and possibilities. I should be focusing on myself I shouldn't even care about people that don't care about me. I think I have self sabotaged and hurt myself by putting myself in situations that I am not ready to deal with. I know I am suffering and I chose to talk to boys. I should be taking care of me first and then do that but I've become obsessed with an idea that is not realistic and doesn't even exist. I am delusional in the fact that I took to so many childish man with a brain and maturity and of a 12 year old and then cry whenever I get burnt. I am not being fear to myself and not taking care of me first and I honestly need t be free of men to get better it is the only way.

Actually, if you take care of yourself you'll probably find a better class of people to be around anyway. That's what people say anyway. I hope you do this and can find out. I wish I had done that, actually.

Very wise decision. Learn to be happy and content alone. Then wait for someone to be happy with, not to make you happy.

Look up love addiction and love addict. You may be going throuh that. Good luck sweetie❤❤❤

Your decision is appreciatable