[black-roses]

I think the healthiest thing until I am no longer feeling pain is too stop obsessing about romantic relationships and possibilities. I should be focusing on myself I shouldn't even care about people that don't care about me. I think I have self sabotaged and hurt myself by putting myself in situations that I am not ready to deal with. I know I am suffering and I chose to talk to boys. I should be taking care of me first and then do that but I've become obsessed with an idea that is not realistic and doesn't even exist. I am delusional in the fact that I took to so many childish man with a brain and maturity and of a 12 year old and then cry whenever I get burnt. I am not being fear to myself and not taking care of me first and I honestly need t be free of men to get better it is the only way.

[NeverMore79]

Actually, if you take care of yourself you'll probably find a better class of people to be around anyway. That's what people say anyway. I hope you do this and can find out. I wish I had done that, actually.

[Krazee2]

Very wise decision. Learn to be happy and content alone. Then wait for someone to be happy with, not to make you happy.

[Skittles2018]

Look up love addiction and love addict. You may be going throuh that. Good luck sweetie❤❤❤

[Aheeen]

Your decision is appreciatable