I know I'm bad

Most of you will think I'm a bad person for this.... I'm married.. It's been over for a long time but because of my diabetes I won't be working for a while.... I just feel stuck.... I'm the kind of guy that puts a woman before his own and treats her like she deserve to be treated like it's the fifties. The kind of guy that think that I have how she might feel in any given situation. With the Heart of Gold to give.... Just wished I could meet someone who appreciates a guy with a heart and has respect to give.... wish I had someone who could relate who could understand who I am what I am you can appreciate what's in front of them. Like I said I'm stuck this is what I wish I had. Yeah I married I guess I just feel incomplete and stuck

It sounds like your wife does not appreciate your heart and how you care for her.

How would the above make you a bad person?

I know I need someone who would be special

I'm sorry you feel stuck. I don't have any advise for you...I just wanted to lend my support. I don't think you are a bad person. You are a person in an unfulfilling marriage. Best wishes.

Jennifer are you happy in your life? Just curious

people want different things at different stages of life you know?
I guess there is a reason you are still with your wife.. not sure after how many years.

Relationships are compromise though. You either try to find a way to work things out or move on with your life.

Isn't your diabetes treatable?