So many interpersonal sensitivities and issues

I don’t know where tp start.
* Two individuals I met.
* my over-evaluation of personal and social status among students.
* the fact that people have it easier in academics because of their amount of friends, while I have fewer left outside academy (I don’t really know how many each has). Oh, and their social skills.
* I have a reality-denying mind, which mostly thinks of opposing so many things.

I tried to keep this as on-point as possible. A part of me is glad because I want to recover and improve my focus. Love you all