Sometimes

I wake up in a pretty good mood, like today, and I think I'm going to make some coffee, get some things done and just have a chill day with no fuss or drama.

And then the sheer effort and annoyance of being alive, dealing with others, and having to think overwhelms me and I'm back to being depressed. I don't think my meds are working. They never do for very long. They've tried SO MANY with me. I honestly think my pdocs are at a loss as to what to give me anymore.

I am getting a little done, though. And I got some things done yesterday--filled up two trash bags with random junk I've accumulated over the 9 years I've lived here. Made a Goodwill pile to take in tomorrow. Made a pile of books to sell to the used book store. Turned in my online homework (which is so easy; it's a film criticism class). Today, I need to photograph and list some clothing for eBay. That is so tedious, but it makes me a little money. And I can't see donating all these clothes; some of them are new.

Doing anything is better than doing nothing.

Good job. My mom is selling a ton on eBay right now. It’s a lot of work. She is doing it to keep busy pretty much. It sure keeps one busy! All this packaging and shipping and checking every minute. It’s addictive too! And people do buy pretty much anything. Good luck

I've sold 5 year old Old Navy shirts for more than I purchased them. Like...why you want my old worn shirt is beyond me but sure...I'll sell it to you for $20!

Thanks! Things I expect to make money on I usually don't. It's always the Old Navy stuff, oddly enough. And Torrid (I'm plus-sized). That goes quickly.

I prefer beat up clothes. I buy at thrift stores and yard sales most of my clothes. Maybe that's why

I had to check Torrid. Never heard. They have some cute stuff!

My mom mostly sells dishes, House decor, wall art etc although she sold some clothes too. And purses. And people buy used shoes. She just sold my dad’s used shoes. Granted these were expensive shoes but still. They weren’t new. I’d never dream to buy used shoes.

Yeah, I got issues with used shoes, socks and underwear. Not happening. When I keep losing weight anyway, I see zero point in buying anything I'm not going to wear for long