I am tired

I am tired of being by myself. I am tired of being lonely. I am tired of not being able to be next to my wife. I am tired of not feeling a loving touch. I am tired of sleeping on that air matress. I am tired of being the person I am. I am tired of being depressed and not able to express my emotions. I am tired, just plain tired.

((((((dragon))))

Sweetie you have worked so so hard over the past few weeks, I have seen it....you have been digging deep inside your soul to do some searching, you have been doing everything right, supporting others here as well as dealing with your own problems. You are human, you are allowed to feel these emotions, give yourself a break and pat yourself on the back....take care of YOU right now, this mood will pass, yes it WILL, please trust me. Hold my hand and I'll pull you up, keep reaching out to us here while you are low, you are entitled to have bad days sweetie, please dont give up, just take a well earned break....
You are on the right path headed in the right direction, just sit and rest and re charge your aching soul. You'll make it dear friend, I have so much faith in you. I'm looking from the outside and I see someone who is trying to take two steps at a time, just take one step, you'll see, tomorrow is another day and it will be a good day too......

love and gentle hugs, Jinnyannxx