I can't find anyone for the relationships since I was 13. I've gone through a bunch of highs and lows in my life. Now it's like rock bottom. And still no one. For now, there're few reasons for it:

1. I'm fat. But not ugly! But still fat (about 220 lbs).
2. Sometimes I'm depressed so much, that I can't talk to anyone or do anything. But all the other time I'm cool.
3. I don't work due to my mental disease, therefore I'm out of money (living with parents).

What's the wrongest thing about me among what I've listed above?

I've tried so hard, and if Chester Bennington have "gone so far", I haven't gone anything further than another reason for suicide. No, I'm not in crisis right now.

Just tell me that I'm the worst option for you as a boyfriend, and let's finish with it.

[MickeyCheeky]

None of these things are "wrong", KuxMax! You may want to work on some of these things if they're affecting your own health however! Depression and MI can definitely have negative impacts on our lives. That's why we need to work on them. Not to please other people but for OURSELVES because WE ARE IMPORTANT AND SO ARE YOU! PLEASE DON'T YOU EVER FORGET THAT! Please don't be hard of yourself! It is not your fault if you're feeling SO BAD after all! What are you doing right now to help yourself? Can you afford a therapist? Do you see a Pdoc? Are you taking any meds right now? Definitely do everything that's in your power to get the help you NEED and DESERVE! I hope things will get better soon for you one way or another! When you start to feel better about yourself I'm SURE that you'll be able to better work on your relationship! Just focus on YOURSELF at the moment though! Let us know how things are going for you! WE ALL DO CARE ABOUT YOU AND YOUR HEALTH! THAT'S A PROMISE! KEEP FIGHTING AS MUCH AS YOU POSSIBLY CAN! YOU ARE IMPORTANT AND YOU DO MATTER! Please keep us updated on your situation! Wish you the best of luck in BOTH your healing and in your life! Sending many safe, warm hugs to you, KuxMax, and ALL the people you love and who love you!

[amandalouise]

Originally Posted by KuzMax

I can't find anyone for the relationships since I was 13. I've gone through a bunch of highs and lows in my life. Now it's like rock bottom. And still no one. For now, there're few reasons for it:

1. I'm fat. But not ugly! But still fat (about 220 lbs).
2. Sometimes I'm depressed so much, that I can't talk to anyone or do anything. But all the other time I'm cool.
3. I don't work due to my mental disease, therefore I'm out of money (living with parents).

What's the wrongest thing about me among what I've listed above?

I've tried so hard, and if Chester Bennington have "gone so far", I haven't gone anything further than another reason for suicide. No, I'm not in crisis right now.

Just tell me that I'm the worst option for you as a boyfriend, and let's finish with it.

Im sorry but psych central doesnt allow us to degrade or put others down or tell them they are wrong, fat and other things in your post. here the rule is that all postings are supposed to be supportive.

my suggestion is if ..........you...........feel you are these negative things contact your mental and medical treatment providers who can help you develop treatment plans that can help you make the changes that you would like to make about these negative views you feel about yourself.

I was told that I cannot be rude on this forum to let somebody know that his answer is useless. So I'll keep my opinion inside.

Anyone else? Your thoughts.

Originally Posted by KuzMax

I was told that I cannot be rude on this forum to let somebody know that his answer is useless. So I'll keep my opinion inside.

Anyone else? Your thoughts.

Originally Posted by KuzMax

You say that I'm bad in relationships even though I've never had any chance to be in there. Even I don't know for myself, how good I am. How do you know it for sure?

The responses like the one above is how I know for sure.

That's funny how people that are against offension, love offending others.

You don't try to help, you just want to hurt. Your answer has no logic, but it offends. What's the reason of your actions?

Originally Posted by KuzMax

That's funny how people that are against offension, love offending others.

You don't try to help, you just want to hurt. Your answer has no logic, but it offends. What's the reason of your actions?

No, I'm trying to tell you that the way you interact with people is off-putting, and this is why girls aren't going to want to date you.

I was trying to help you, but you're correct that

Possible trigger:

I want to cause harm at times. My reason being that I'm a psychopath, and I enjoy toying with certain people. I'm not sure I can fight that urge right now, which is why I'm taking a step back.

I have my own problems, and I'm not here to revel in them.

Originally Posted by theoretical

No, I'm trying to tell you that the way you interact with people is off-putting, and this is why girls aren't going to want to date you.

I was trying to help you, but you're correct that

Possible trigger:

I want to cause harm at times. My reason being that I'm a psychopath, and I enjoy toying with certain people. I'm not sure I can fight that urge right now, which is why I'm taking a step back.

I have my own problems, and I'm not here to revel in them.

That's your choice. But you better off finding another place for "toying" with people. Because, who knows, it may lead to someone's suicide someday or a deeper depression. Oops, did I just give you some pleasure? Take it, hope you enjoyed.

[FooZe]

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