Just let her go for a while

I woke up on the wrong side of bed today. I've been the worst to her recently, just making the dumbest decisions about everything.

I told her about everything I did that made me feel bad / guilty and she took it fine, except for that one time when she said "wow that's creepy". But yeah it was creepy.

I decided that it's best if we take a break from each other so that I would have time to think about everything that's been going on.

We haven't spoken since the morning and its almost time for me to sleep. Everything I did today was just to distract myself. I'm starting to question whether it would be better for us to just start talking again.

If you read my other post you'd know that we have a complicated relationship. Basically we "broke up" except that there was never anything. There was something for a while but i ended up getting too attached, and after it was done I was still hoping that there was something.

I don't have anyone to rable to so you'll do Its been really helping me to write my problems and hear unbiased opinions.

Anyway I got distracted again. I'm not sure what to do because I'm not sure how long I want the break to be. I think she thought i meant a break for a couple days and I thought that i meant a break for a couple months, I'm not sure. On my last post someone said that I'm too emotionally attached so I hope this is a step in the right direction.

I feel like this has become an addiction. Are you addicted to gaming and the internet, too? What's your social life like in real life?

Its not an addiction. I'm just bored.

I'm very popular in school and I have a lot of friends outside too. I just always fool around so I have no one to be serious around. Especially now that I'm not talking to the one person who I had a serious connection with, or could be serious around.

Also I have no idea how this reply thing works so if it's not what I want it to be too bad.

Also I'm kinda happier today

Happier about..?