[Gasplessy]

I am a grown woman and have to face my own responsibilities in relationships

But today I struggle with what happened to me lately

I've been judged blindly by a lot of persons with narrow minds.; to the point that the story of my life was almost flipped upside down
I must say this happened in a psychotic state so it wasn't easy to manage

I used to be (or at least tried) a good worker since a very young age; autonomy was very important to me and possibly my strongest point since my family couldn't really look after me. Still I loved them
Then I found myself being bullied as an adult by born-yesterday **** ... after a long-term unemployment and isolation, still knowing that I have to face it and deal with the consequences of what i've been

I try to be reasonable but sometimes i feel so angry for being considered stupid because of this surface... And often find myself shaking and crying
I cant stand the arrongance some jerks (with both less working or life experienxe) have
I often remain silent because facts are against me and sometimes I really can't reply

I'm trying but I wish I could close my life and reset

(Please excuse me for any mistake in eglish)

Are you being bullied for not working? Or being bullied in general? Either way, that's horrible. Is there any way you can get away from these people?

[Have Hope]

Hugs.

The words I have for you. are written better in song lyrics, from one of my favorite songs and artists, Chris Chickering.

The song is called Reinvent Yourself.

Lyrics:

When you’re all alone and cryin’ in a doorway
And you haven’t got a second chance to lose
When you’ve tried it all, and hit the wall and dyin’
And you’re on your own, with nothing left to choose

Reinvent yourself, it’s time
Reinvent yourself, and fly
With your head up high
And the answers to guide you
Reinvent yourself
You’ll be turnin’ it all around

When you’re underground, beaten down and bleeding
And the claws of cold have cast your dreams aside
You can break the chains that cut your veins, it’s easy
Just free yourself with a whole new state of mind

Reinvent Yourself, it’s time
Reinvent yourself, and fly
With your head up high
And the answers to guide you
Reinvent yourself
You’ll be turnin’ it all around

When it’s inside-outside-inside, consultation
Your dream-master will show you what to do
He’s you’re mirror, and truth-teller. He’s gonna tell you
“Phoenix fly with a whole new point of view”

And Reinvent Yourself, it’s time
Reinvent yourself, and fly
With your head up high
And the past behind you
Reinvent yourself
And you’ll be turnin’ it all around
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