[alwaysstayingstrong]

my boyfriend knows that im going through something but he doesn't know exaclty what it is...because of me acting so wierd and having attitudes with everyone and with him...he chose to break up with me...well we both broke up with each other beacuse i didnt appreciate the way he was treating me only because he was acting that way because i was acting stuppid first...anyways he says that he'll take me back unless i clean myself up because even though he tried to help me he couldnt...i need help....i need to talk to somebody because i want the boy that i love back in my life not just as a friend but a soulmate and besides my depression is ruining all my realtionships with my fmaily and friends, including myself

[silver_moon]

You said you hadn't told your boyfriend, but have you told your family about your depression?
If you feel that way about your ex and you think he's a decent enough guy to listen to you then maybe tell him? If he were to be back in your life as a friend who can support you would you be happy with that or want more?
If you haven't told your family then I think that'd be the best place to start. Only do what you're comfortable with and in your own time, but your family will be able to support you better if they understand why you are behaving a certain way.

wishing you luck,
molly

[billie69]

hi me and my boyfriend just broke up to and i just know its because of how i had gotten depressed over the last few months too.
If u havent got a diagnosis yet then u should...thats what im going to do too.if u dont it will ruin future relationships 2

[cheetah]

Although it hurts right now, I think your breaking up gives you a chance to think about the relationship and what is best for both of you. If your boyfriend can't accept you as you come, depression and all, do you want to stay in the relationship? I'm also wondering why you aren't comfortable sharing why you are acting "weird." Communication and honestly is really important for a successful relationship.

I wish you the best!