My new boyfriend (1 month so far) is so %#@&#! good to me.

Noone is online for me to brag too and talk about it so i thought I'd post it here.

We made a decision tonight - that we both don't want to stay nin this small town, and are going to try to get out of here in a few months. We talked alot, about everything from what we wanted to what we like about each other. IT was hard for me to answer, because there is so much good in him now. Though he has a rough past, hes much different now, and is trying so hard to stay on the straight and narrow and doing fabulously. On top of that he calls me and jeremy(my sixth month old son) his two little angels...

We just gel so well when together. I could sit there and stare and talk to him for hours. And so could he. He said tonight hes falling for me hard, and I said well, I am not doing much better myself with falling slowly..lol.

So the conversations continue. We both want this to work and have decided to commit ourselves to enriching our relationship for as long as we are able before we need to make the choice to move in together. Its rather fast to be talking about that - but I don't want to stay here in this small hometown of mine, I hate it here, and so does he. And anyways, he has to move to get work. So the conversations need to be had if we want to continue going the way we are, and we so do.

We have these moments where we just sit, looking at each other, and then kiss.. and its just like floating on air. I know some of it is probably infatuation, but theres something very real underneath it all. He understands me - he understands my MH issues and is ready to help me at any turn, and hes not scared away by it. I understand how hard he is fighting to keep away from his old life, and I know he can do it. Hes doing so well.

Anyways, I just felt like spilling this somewhere and noone was online so here I am, falling in love.

[sabby]

Awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww




sabby

[bebop]

oh hon I am rooting for you. if being there is really hard for him to stay clean then by all means move away as soon as you can. who is to say it is too soon? my hubby and I met in doc john's old chatroom. after about 3 months of talking to him online I moved from Ga to Kansas site unseen basically and moved in with him. that honey was 11.5 yrs ago. so who can say if it is right or not? you never know!

((((you guys))))

Thanks for being so supportive.

After talking about how I was triggered the other night with him not calling, he even went so far as to say he will make sure to at the very least call me to tell me hes having a %#@&#! day so I don't need to worry, because hes "not going anywhere" and wants to make this work.

So, things are going well.

[Fuzzybear]

((((((((((((((( bowzz )))))))))))))))))

He sounds like a wonderful person!!

much love to you

(((((fuzzzy)))))

Aww thank you awww

[xylia]

That sounds so wonderful. It's really nice when there's someone like that to care for you and accept you.

Many good wishes to all you, Jeremy, and your boyfriend!

[MyBestKids2]

You and your family deserve all the happiness in the world. Congratulations on your blossoming love

[I_WMD]

Rainzzzzzzzzzz >>... .. Ya kinda find a great heart and spirit that may have sat dormant for a while for dif reasons >> But amazingly enough ,,, Many hours of shareing ,, brings about comaradorie [sp]>>. anyway ,, I do enjoy as Bop says , You never know !!!!

[mlpHolmes]

Rainbow!!

I am so very happy for YOU!!! This must seem like a Beautiful Fairytale! I wish you only the Very Best & that all your wonderful dreams come true.

Much Love,
Holmes

[seeker1950]

Rain...It makes me happy to read your post. Sounds so wonderful for you and him.
Love
Patty

*floats down temporarily from cloud nine*

Hi everyone, still falling..

*floats back up*