[Psychotic_Phil]

Everyone is out to use me! My new lover is out to use me, my friends, EVERYONE. Surprised the people on here aren't doing that yet HUH?! What now?!

I get used so someone can use me to have sex with them, I get used into thinking people care, it's all a big game of "Let's use Philip"! Even though he did NOTHING wrong and DOESN'T DESERVE IT!!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

I hate everyone now, they hate me so I hate them. **** them all. I'll leave them all. See how they feel after that, if they can feel, like my ****ING FATHER!!! AHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

[memyself@I]

Please see that it is only a moment in time that can change at a flicker. Just as it turned bad suddenly, it WILL turn good. Have to believe it. Mark my words and pray all goes well for all your needs and wishes.

[nightbird]

PP,
I think your Mom is wonderful, btw.

You are having a difficult time and that is what you need to deal with.

Blaming your parents, or other people, will not serve you.

It is part of growing up.

I am still glad you will vent frustrations, like we all have from time to time.

It doesn't make you a bad person.

It helps you and those around you - to have some of your emotions decompress, but remember, we are ultimately responsible for our own emotions.

We are a thought away from loving, or kindness, or happy visions, or new beginnings.

Peace and Comfort,
nightbird

[Psychotic_Phil]

Originally Posted by nightbird

PP,
I think your Mom is wonderful, btw.

You are having a difficult time and that is what you need to deal with.

Blaming your parents, or other people, will not serve you.

It is part of growing up.

I am still glad you will vent frustrations, like we all have from time to time.

It doesn't make you a bad person.

It helps you and those around you - to have some of your emotions decompress, but remember, we are ultimately responsible for our own emotions.

We are a thought away from loving, or kindness, or happy visions, or new beginnings.

Peace and Comfort,
nightbird

Thanks nightbird. I was paranoid and frustrated when I wrote that. Such is the danger of psychotic illness.

I hope not to mistrust people who might not be actually doing anything.