Relationship confusion

So, I know this sounds stupid and immature. But Im going out with someone, Dylan... and he lives 2 hours away from me but we barely ever see eachother. I love him more than I have ever loved anyone else. He treats me like an angel.
But, I also have liked this other kid for a longish time. Id say that if it wasnt for Dylan, this boy would be the one I have loved more than anyone else. He also treated me sooooo great. But then I was a ***** to him, and we broke up, we went out again, and we broke up once more. We didnt talk much after that, and just recently I have apologized for being so stupid and mean. He accepted my apology and I am very fortunate to have him as at least my friend. I see him almost every single day and we live maybe three streets away from eachtoher.

A part of me wants to go out with him again, but I love being with Dylan. Theyre both not very emotionally stable and they have both told me that I am the best thing to happen to them. I take it to heart, but Ijust dont know what to do. I mean, Ill be on my own in a couple years, but Ive been longing to move down to Massachusetts again...but now that I think of it I will miss that one person from my school and it will tear me apart...I care for him so much. I just dont know what to do.

welcome to pc! relationships are difficult and take alot of work, but if you're happy all of it is worth it in the end. my concern with the guy that lives near you is that you have tried it twice and it hasn't worked out. sometimes there are reasons why an ex is an ex. i guess you need to sort out your feelings for both of them and decide who you want to be with. follow your heart, best of luck to you.