[sugarpants]

My marriage had strain in the area of criticism .
We have a great relationship tho,
Im just now looking into ADD because of a comercial with an add lady that resembled me . Husband thinks I dont measue up because Im not trying. I always feel like Im doing my best and I am PROUD of myself for all the effort I put in , but that Im always falling short in the eyes of others.
I dont have friends ,ADD ,if thats my prob,causes me to keep conversations vague, I dont let on that I dont know what they are talking about.
I dont thirst for knowledge! I wish I did !
I dont know why my brain starts to shut down when Im trying to learn something, I always loose eye contact, or if its reading, ugh it makes me sleepy and my mind is never focused on reading,like its another person reading and Im daydreaming.
It has a big impact on my social life. I dont remember peoples names ,or facts about them even though Ive informed plenty .
I am never CURIOUS enough about it to remember it !I dont forget I never retained information in the first place. I wouldnt want to be a friend of mine either.
its true that I COULD try harder, but I am going to enjoy my life , if I tried harder, I still wouldnt measure up, Id rather muttle though life oblivious with a smile on my face than knocking myelf out only to constantly dissapoint people .

Oh my I realy spilt the beans HaHa!
Debbie sugarpantz