[drew]

I'm nervous. You see, my whole life the only thing that ever touched my soul was beautiful moments with children. guiding them, listening, and most of all loving. Most of my happy and content memories were of babysitting, just hanging around kids whenever possible.

I feel I may be pregnant. This will not be the typical family where two are married together, I guess this makes me sad, and also I am a little scared..but I want a child more than anything ever, ever, ever. Why am I so scared? My best friend is sleeping she wants me to call her at 5:45 so we can take the test together..prey for me, that I can find beauty with my child, I know my child will be beautiful in and out all children are God's creatures. Children are the best, most lovable. I am so happy. Michele (Drew)

[splash]

hi drew,

welcome to the forums. i hope all is well with you. please feel free to post here and let us know how things are going. i think a lot of people, myself included, read posts and don't know quite what to say, but are concerned just the same.

i hope things turn out the way you hope and that you are well.

take care,

splash

[curlyq]

Okay, I'll say a prayer for you. I, too, wish the best to you. I hope you will feel free to discuss it more here if you need/want to. Good luck on the test and god bless you and yours.