You know you have erotic transference when..

Oh my Triple F!*runs to take cold shower*

This post is not good for me but I enjoy reading things that I've felt or thought from time to time.

Here's one... When you recall a conversation you had with him about masturbation and just doing so makes you double over because of a wave of arousal takes you over and you wonder if that was a mental orgasim.

Oh god, yes...

Why would you die? Yes we hug. I don't know what I'd do if he wouldn't hug me. Seems like things already feel so bad, at least it is one bright spot in my life.

I guess I meant die from happiness. I want him to hold me very much, but we have no physical contact at all. It would be too sexually charged I suppose. I've never asked him, but I can't imagine that he'd agree to hug me.

I'm glad you get hugs from your T and you feel so good about it

Months ago I was feeling provocative and said to T, "you should see me when I dress for...[sport activity]. I look really hot, so sorry you'll never get to see it." She was momentarily distracted and stroked her lips, self soothing. Then the moment passed. Today it's embarrassing to recall this. Upshot: Kids don't try this at home!

When T wishes you good luck over the holidays and this makes you feel like you are in love with her

Yeah, I long to be held as well. Hugs are too short IMO, you blink and it's over. I would love to be held for the whole hour, but I also think it would be too awkward for me.

My therapist offered me a hug once, maybe twice (I can't recall) some time ago after some serious drama in my life. I didn't have a crush back then but now I do and she hasn't offered since.

Now.. I don't know how I would handle it, but man I miss that opportunity and I wonder why it doesn't happen anymore.

I've had this very thing happen to me after session. We hadn't even been talking about sex, and I don't recall what it was exactly but something she did or said during the session moved me so much... I was um, reacting physically, on the drive home.

Now I can see as just some moment of my sexuality, which I normally suppress, kinda bubbling up to the surface, so it felt really good- but wow.

Good Lord. It was rather amazing. I didn't know I could do that.

Exactly! Weird eh? Wouldn't mind it happening again but I feel so much happier when I'm not thinking about him all the time.

Just her smile makes your session worth it.

D'you know, I love my t, in just the way I (think) I should. I don't want to snog her, kill her, tie her up, do her head in.....
Hurrah. All cured.

Does that mean we aren't going to get anymore more silk scarf fantasies from you Red? I liked those.

I'm sure there's always room for a few more fantasises.....
Don't worry, I'll be back

When she greets me in the lobby area and my heart goes bananas.

When you motivation for getting a new job is so you can have one that sends you on far away business trips ... continuing the fantasy that if you accidentally met her in a foreign country- preferably in a remote village on a snow filled countryside, where neither of you speak the local language— all those *pesky rules somehow wouldn't apply there.

(*knowing full well that those rules exist anywhere, anytime for good reasons, of course. )

Randomly realizing that in six months it'll be two years since I last saw previous T...

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Amazing that crossed my mind in the last session....& several other things from here! Funny the things that cross my mind while she rambles on.

When you want to mess with her head a little

When you spend time thinking, if he is 6'3" or more... how big might his c*** be...

dies I don't really have ET with T - mostly reserved for previous T, but um... Yeah... That...

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!!!!LMAO!!!!

My h is 6'3"
Fair to middling, don't get your hopes too high

Gosh I love this thread. Red's got the best stuff going there. What about imagining kneeling before your T sitting in their chair in order to...well...Fill in the blank appropriate to T's gender. And of all the people I've fantasized about in life, MY kneeling was never in the picture. Too weird this stuff.