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Old Oct 03, 2010, 02:06 AM
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didn't think it was possible for my life to get worse. but this whole last week has kicked me to the edge...

i'm holding onto life by ONE dang thread. and i pray everyday that i'll find some way to keep on doing that. oh man, there are plently of times when i just want to let go and wish like heck i could. everyone makes it that much harder for me. i sat in the bathroom crying a couple days ago, just saying, "God, i need someone or something". give me one dang reason why my life is worth so much f-ing pain...

i'm a fighter - i just don't have any fight left in me..........
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Old Oct 03, 2010, 02:41 AM
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i'm holding onto life by ONE dang thread. and i pray everyday that i'll find some way to keep on doing that. oh man, there are plently of times when i just want to let go and wish like heck i could. everyone makes it that much harder for me.
((((((jrae)))))) I am so sorry to hear that you are suffering so. I sure know what it feels like to be in a similar place as you describe. You wrote " everyone makes it that much harder for me". I am sorry that people are making it so much harder for you. What are they doing that makes it harder?

Sometimes the right meds can really make a big difference. And a good therapist. I hope that these are available to you. I know that not everyone has access to these, for various reasons.

I hope that you can get the break you so long for, and deserve
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Old Oct 03, 2010, 11:40 AM
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(((((jrae)))) i agree with "sunset". ccan you get the help you need? we care
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Old Oct 04, 2010, 01:54 AM
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Are you ok?
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Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle.
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Old Oct 04, 2010, 03:48 AM
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((((((jrae))))))))))

just take it a second at a time ....thats all yu ahve to do - you can do one second right? - thenanother - then another - then its a minute andan hour and a day, this is how we have to live sometimes when things are piling up on us - is there someone out there you can talk to RL - about how you are feeling? Do you have a T?

if you dont have a T (therapist) maybe its time to sdee a dr asnd see if you can get a referral - you sound desperate - and yuo have reached out for help and thats great - thats shows you are strong.

YOU CAN DO THIS - you can make it through whatever the problem is - if you want to tell us more maybe we can offer suggestions ? if not then i hope you will let us know how you are and accept these gentle hugs
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