[sane1logic1]

All my life the retort has been, 'well you seem to be communicating well to me', why do they lie so brazenly.

I am at the bottom of the pit with the need to secure my financial status and am confused over the paper work.

No-one comes to help. I am worn out with trying to motivate them. At least I had a life so full of allegedly 'hidden' disabilities - which were on view to all - as it has been.

If you are a praying type please send help.

[(JD)]

Though I'm not completely sure of what your issues are, that you need supernatural assistance is obvious. that you will receive not only clear thought and Guidance, but calm and comfort as well. Depression makes it so difficult to figure some things out. Organize for success ... do things in small steps ... put the paperwork "together" as you need to view it, and then walk away for a bit. Come back to it later, and do another step to figuring it all out.

[sane1logic1]

I see you are a Legendary Wise Elder in Relaxed mood!

I think it is an answer to prayer that you answered as you have done.

" ... put the paperwork "together" as you need to view it, and then walk away for a bit. Come back to it later, and do another step to figuring it all out. "

Several weeks ago I did that, without your knowing! That means I am now on the point of being able to do the next bit!

Thank you (JD) and everybody else, please continue praying a little bit more if you can ...

I am more vulnerable than I look or than I am used to thinking myself to be. But not as vulnerable as I feel. Or at least in different ways, that don't get addressed while I am over-addressing the other thing at endocrine level.

I got frightened of finding it traumatic dealing with it. Sometimes I have found it morale boosting for another person to be present and 'hold my hand' or at least witness what I am doing when I deal with things. In between times I feel too lonely and then I fear more loneliness. If only spirals could be confined to potato fries

It was even hampering my prayers, now I shall say some myself and then go for a snooze |-.

I shall pray.