Saying my prayers I guess

Well, the past few weeks have been so challenging for me. I have been so up and down and with too much all at once really.

Well, I am trying to get together with a trainer so she can help me sell my beautiful Mustang. I love him very much, but I am really struggling to keep up with the expenses of the debt I was left with from my negligent neighbor as well as be so challenged with this PTSD too. So, I am really very tired and trying to reduce my expenses.

Well, I have been working with this Mustang a little and he just doesn't look right to me in his hind end, but I am keeping in mind that he has been out of work for over two years and he has no muscle. However, he did get injured along with others and it brings back all my experiences with dealing with so many lame animals.

Ugh, I had such a hard time while working with him the past two days tbh, I experienced a lot of minnie flashbacks where I had to constantly look at "lamenesses" in my horses and ponies. I am also afraid this trainer is going to come out today and tell me he is lame too. It is hard to tell when they are lame in the hind end.

Sigh, I just want something to be "positive" in my life right now. I have so many "troubling" things going on all at once. And I hope I don't get emotional with this trainer as well, I hate when that happens, it is embarassing.

This horse is such a beautiful and talented animal, he should be with someone that can work with him and love him, someone he will be happy with as well. But I do love him myself, I just can't afford to take care of all these animals.

I guess I am just "saying my prayers" that this will work out and I wont have to hear something bad. I have had more than enough of that going on right now.

Open Eyes

God, please help open eyes, while she is trying sooooo hard to help herself, amen,God...
...and while I am here God, dude, bro', ma'am, thank-you for my life being exactly the way you want it to be.....................................

I know Horses and the troubles associated with them and the expenses. Have others chip in. It is OK to Ask. Ask for help in careing for your ponies!

((Open Eyes)) - saying prayers that life will settle down for you soon. Hoping your Mustang will find a loving home. Praying for some peace to come your way.

Well I the trainer came out and she did notice but felt it is just because he is very out of shape, which I know he is. She is very excited about him and has someone in mind that would be a great match for him. It is a professional woman rider with a lot of skill and very caring and soft spoken and kind. That is just what I would like for him because he is so talented. If I see that he can have the right home it will be easier to part with him. Right now it is all about working him on the lounge line and slowly bring his muscles back so he can take a rider, that takes at least two months. So, I will be working him every day now in hand. It will be a challenge because he is so nice it just makes me get more attached to him when I work with him.

Thanks for the support, please keep him in your prayers, his name is Raven and he is such a sweetie.

Open Eyes

Open Eyes I will keep both you and Raven in my prayers. He sounds like a wonderful animal. I have faith you will find a good home for him.

Thanks, I have been working him to get him strong enough to take a rider, that takes at least 3 weeks of ground work. He can't go to this trainer yet, so I am working him here until he can. Ugh, its hard because he is such a sweetie that I just fall in love with him as I am working with him. IDK, he is one of the nicest horses I have had, he so wants to please, is so smart, and so beautiful too. He is black beauty and the Black Stallion look a like, with all that beauty.

Sigh...I just keep telling myself there is a possible wonderful home for him in the works. So I try to keep my chin up.

Thanks for the prayers.

Open Eyes

Nizhoni Horse! Gaa'gii is the Raven. Many of them around here, a smart powerfull bird.