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Old Feb 27, 2007, 11:36 PM
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I don't often get this way but I am just too angry to "hear" God.
I "ask " rather than "accept" lately.

I ask when is enough God? When is enough?

Loss of job to downsizing
Loss of another job to downsizing
Loss of yet another job to downsizing
Loss of home of 18 years
Death of Mom
Death of Dad
Death of 7 other family members
8 hospitalizations of my son
2 major surgeries for him
breast lump
removal
another breast lump/biopsy
loss of relationship of my sister, my niece and nephews
loss of my career
2 heart attacks
advent of asthma
advent of severe apena
advent fibro and accomping pain
bulimea - 1.5 year throwing up sometimes 20 t a day from
stress
binge w/o purge - weight gain of 80 pounds
Gerd
severe IBS
loss of best friend
bertayal of friend of 28 years
anxiety so severe that there is no food in the house
death of my most beloved golden retiever - 11 yrs old
sister's stroke
severe severe anxiety
no family support
no friend support
refusal of 3 churches to accept me as member after taking
classes because I couldn't get up in front of church for profession of faith

This is the last 4 years of my life....I know that other people have more on their plates... for me right now, I am just angry.

I need to stay out of this forum because sometimes you just get angry...

For everyone that has experienced pain (HUGS)

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Old Feb 28, 2007, 12:34 AM
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Old Mar 03, 2007, 04:09 AM
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It is okay to be angry at God... He can handle it. Plus, He tells us, Come and let us reason together...

The Psalms are filled with angst and anger, some directed at God (see my thread on Psalm 77 where the depressed Psalmist blames God for his inability to sleep!)

I would rather you share your anger with God, than to take it out on anyone else... including yourself.

You've been through so much... give God the chance to speak to you now..

<center>Too angry, to hear God</center>
I will tell you this... I've been here. Since the accident God doesn't speak to me - or I can't hear Him - like before the accident. I went through a really angry time about this...maybe I'm still harboring some of it?
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