Convinced

Last night was not a good night for sleeping. Nightmares ran rampant through my head. Then this morning I had a dream that my partner was pregnant. Which would be quite a feat for me since we're in a same-sex relationship. Now I am almost completely convinced she is. I am on the verge of wanting to go buy a pregnancy test and make her use it. That wouldn't come across bad at all, would it? Don't answer that, I know the answer, but I'm at a loss for what to do. This is driving me nuts. I want to say something, but in our situation, an accusation like that is also an accusation of cheating, and that seems like a bad can of worms to open just for the sake of a dream. Should I get a test and ask her to take it, for the sake of dispelling a delusion? Will it even satisfy me if it comes back negative?

Try to remember it was just a dream. It reflects your insecurities, and the delusion that it's something real that needs dispelling. Try to remember to think,"it's my illess,not reality".

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