hey guys, just wanted to check in. guess i'm folding because i'm tired of the up and down moods, so i am making an appointment to see psych and a therapist, need to get some more crap out of my brain. big steps, big steps right? right. hmm. i am also making an appointment with a gp and a dentist. me time, me time, me time, me time me time me time me time.
although, i am not sure if i want to take meds. blahb alhbalbhalh. i will start with a mood stabilizer; that, i am willing to take.

[A18793715]

Good luck! I always end up scheduling all of my doctor appointments as close as possible so I can go back to my cave.

[Goldcrest]

Hope it all goes ok.

I am off meds and having a hard time at the moment, so sympathise.

[spincera]

Originally Posted by Goldcrest

Hope it all goes ok.

I am off meds and having a hard time at the moment, so sympathise.

I hope you feel better soon.

[Steiner of Thule]

[insilence]

the hearing cortex is in the middle of the brain below the right/left hemispheres.
MENTALLY FEEL the top of the audio cortex, and pull away from the left/right hemispheres on each side, and back of hearing cortex.
you will notice a click and the sounds should recede.

also do this with the pineal gland, FEEL the LOWER pineal and pull down using your mind as a muscle flexing would.

then pull away the back of the brains audio cortex.

post if it works for you, others need hope.

man, guys. i don't share too much in the forums, but i am in the process of leaving my piece of crap ex-boyfriend behind. i am moving over 100 miles away, i am going to enroll in college and get myself together, 8 years of abuse, plus 6 years of being un-medicated and nearly 10 years of no therapy......... ajlksdjlaksjdalskdj. i am too stressed out to deal with this **** on my own, so i am going to be grown up and just freaking do what needs to be done. i can't lose my sanity over some dumb situation i put myself in. idkidkidk, big things big things, as i've said many times over, 2015 is my year. i can feel it. of course, i've left out a lot of details, hahaha. domestic violence, psychological abuse all of that. mind control, brainwashing. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. new year, new year. starting late, but better late than never. ffs.

Originally Posted by Goldcrest

Hope it all goes ok.

I am off meds and having a hard time at the moment, so sympathise.

i've been off for 6 freaking years.

[Moogieotter]

You can do it smiley! I bet taking good care of yourself feels really good!

moogs

[spincera]

Originally Posted by smilesandcries

man, guys. i don't share too much in the forums, but i am in the process of leaving my piece of crap ex-boyfriend behind. i am moving over 100 miles away, i am going to enroll in college and get myself together, 8 years of abuse, plus 6 years of being un-medicated and nearly 10 years of no therapy......... ajlksdjlaksjdalskdj. i am too stressed out to deal with this **** on my own, so i am going to be grown up and just freaking do what needs to be done. i can't lose my sanity over some dumb situation i put myself in. idkidkidk, big things big things, as i've said many times over, 2015 is my year. i can feel it. of course, i've left out a lot of details, hahaha. domestic violence, psychological abuse all of that. mind control, brainwashing. ehhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. new year, new year. starting late, but better late than never. ffs.

Way to go smiles! You are doing it! You are taking the best steps in making your life better. I give you huge kudos for doing that.

Originally Posted by spincera

I give you huge kudos for doing that.

mmmmmmm kudos.