Dear Shadows, Voices, and Whispers,

I don't know you but you seem to know me well as you have stalked me for over a year and put me through hell. I don't want to know you. You are nothing. You are weak because you cannot break me, and you never will. I catered to you one time, and I beat you. Don't make the mistake of thinking that I will bow to you again. You almost took my life. You ruined me temporarily. But I am stronger than you.

I achieved a lot before you existed. I am ahead of my age because you weren't there. Why are you trying to take this from me?? What did I do to you? I have staked my life on trying to be the man my mother raised me to be and you continuously want to crap on my efforts. I did nothing in life but do what I was supposed to do. I got educated, got a career, and you want to take this from me. Why? I have done nothing wrong. Why can you leave me be? You already destroyed one job for me. Is this not enough?

I'm tired of self harm. Quit trying to get me to do it. I'm done destroying my body for you. You tell me that blood with make you leave, yet you come back for more. You constantly deceive me. You constantly manipulate me. I don't want to hurt myself, I hate it! And I have to bear the scars for what you ask me to do. And no one gives your credit. I am giving you credit. You are a destroyer of lives. You aren't here for me. You never have been. You are the creep that hides around corners, and you are the voice that makes me paranoid. You do nothing for me but hurt me. You are toxic. Go away.

My wife loves me, no matter what you think. My friends do to. Why do you tell me they are against me? Why do you want me to believe that I am nothing? Why do you want me to believe I am hated? You have no idea the lengths I am willing to go through for people and I have demonstrated that. Now people struggle to be around me because your voice is what they hear. I am not who you are trying to make me out to be. I am not a monster. You are. Quit using me as a way to make yourself real. Quit using me to be seen. They don't want to see you. I don't want to see you

Lastly. I don't want to die. Quit trying to push me to that point. Take yourself and your thoughts and plague something inanimate. I am done with you. All these thoughts that you push into my mind are fake. You do not own me. I own me and I evict you from my mind. I do not want to hear anything else from you. Let me live in peace. Quit forcing me to push people away. Quit forcing me to end it. I don't want it. And I am tired of you being in control. I'm tired of being afraid of you. And I am sick of the damage you cause me. Leave me be.

Sincerely,

ChaoticInsanity

P.S.

If anyone has something to say to their demons, write it here. I will admit, it felt damn good to type this out. Give it to em! Tell them how you feel!

[Crazy Hitch]

Dear ChaoticInsanity's Shadows Voices and Whispers.

I believe the Mr Genuine Chaotic Insanity has spoken.

I hope you hear what Mr Genuine is saying. Mr Genuine only speaks truth.

You don't like Mr Genuine do you Chaotic's Voices?

Because each time Mr Genuine speaks truth he kills you. In fact even though you think you have enough evil potion brewing inside your witches cauldron of his mind brewing away until you're done frying him with poison Mr Genuine is quite capable of slowly picking out your lies bit by bit one at a time.

It might feel at times that you are winning Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. Sorry for the false ego this has created.

Hooligan commands you to step aside and listen to Mr Genuine. Mr Genuine is a great person and requests you listen to. You have done too much talking Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. We command your silence. You've been speaking enough c rap for months now.

You are delusional Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. There is nothing Sane at all about you Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. You have a name Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. I know who you are. You can stop hiding your identity.

You are quite Powerful Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices.

Power does not surmount to being right. Power can be used to destruct. Hurt. Evil. Hate. Wicked. Vile. Scum. That's who you are Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices.

You are an Ancestor of Genghis Khan.

Please don't think you are that "Special" that you are "new."

You are not "new" and nor are you special.

Oops sorry if I deflated your Ego for a second there. I mean I know you think that you are the All Powerful Mighty Sir Knight Voices. Oops. Sorry for informing you otherwise.

I know your kind. It's been around for Centuries.

He was Khan of the Mongolian Empire from 1206 to 1227. He was ruthless, vengeful, cruel, and bloodthirsty. Just like you Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. He and his army destroyed countless numbers of cities, solders, civilians and children. People were killed by having molten metal and silver poured into their eyes and ears. In one massacre alone, 700,000 people were killed. At another place, the poor were decapitated and the rich were tortured to find out where their treasure was.

See you're not THAT special Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. You're far from unique. Please pop that ego of yours.

You have made Mr Genuine do no evil.

You've tried.

In his mind you have tormented him daily.

Mr Genuine has the Qualities of a TRUE Leader.

TRUE Leadership will outsmart evil Leadership. Slowly. He will kill you. Not because he is evil or malicious. He is far from it. Your Shadow has created the Darkness that now lets his Light Shine.

Mr Genuine will now lead the life he WANTS to live and DESERVES to live.

The tactics Mr Genuine will use to persecute you slowly and kill you will be rather pleasant compared to yours.

Mr Genuine will slowly do these and in the process he will kill you.

SIMPLIFY

He know knows you Mr Genghis Khan.

He's revealed your true disgusting identity in this post Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices.

His method is simply. He holds the remote control of his life. Mr Genuine will simply select mute or as a last measure ban you from his room called his mind. It's quite simple, but he does know how to use the ban function. I have seen him do this. He won't be able to hear you at all. You scream all you like. But really there is no way to re-enter his room once you are banned. Because he won't lift the ban and nor should he. Not the way that you speak to him. You don't deserve to be in anyone's room with the s hit that comes from your mouth.

CONTROL THE EXPERIENCES

Mr Genuine is now in control and he knows that he is fully responsible in his beautiful Genuine way for the "product" called HIS LIFE from start to end. Oops. Sorry I'm not intentionally trying to belittle you Mr Chaotic Insanity's voices [okay who am I kidding yes I am.]

INNOVATE

Mr Genuine will learn how to Innovate. He can do this. It is one of the Characteristics of an Awesome Leader. And Mr Genuine is an Inspiring Leader. He inspires Hooligan on a daily basis. Innovators change the game rules to reinvent industries. Sorry you didn't see the twist in the plot there. You didn't see that one coming did you Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. Oh. My bad. Didn't mean to give you a FRIGHT. Mr Genuine has re-evaluated this entire situation. He realise that he will not continue to march to the beat of your evil drum commanding his direction in your band. He's found his own rhythm. Watch out. It's going to make your music seem ridiculously out of key if you even try out drum him. His beat will be louder and faster than yours. I won't give away his musical style. I'll let him take you by suprise. Just as you did when you decided to take Mr Genuine Hostage.

IGNORE REALITY

Yes, good leaders can do this too. Mr Genuine LAUGHS at the fact that you THINK you were hours away from getting away with this. Oops. Is this hurting your ego just a little bit? I don't really mean to [oh of course I do.] You BELIEVE it is going to take Months for Mr Genuine to recover. Cos that's what reality would have you believe. *BAM* wrong answer. Mr Genuine is RESILIENT. I've seen him bounce back. And he will. Quite quickly. Watch out.

HAVE CONFIDENCE

You allowed Mr Genuine to believe he lacks confidence. You blinded his confidence with fear. He's removed the glasses. He now knows that he DOES have the confidence to SMASH YOU ASIDE. AND DAMN HE'S GOING TO SMASH YOU HARD. Consider that a threat Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. I don't often threaten people. But for you, I shall make this exception. Because I hate you. Truth be told. So I have nothing to fear if I spit venhom in your face.

TEAM WITH WINNERS

Mr Genuine will surround himself with people who understand Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. And together WE WILL DRIVE YOU AWAY. Expect an army. We are marching your way. This is it. This is War. What have you been waiting for? We're coming for you.

COLLABORATE

Mr Genuine will work together with people he trust and knows. Whether that is family, friends, medical health professionals. He is surrounded by an army that will fight and defeat you.

REBEL

You thought you were the only one who could be rebellious? Lol. Haha ahahaha Mr Chaotic Insanity's Voices. Oops. Sorry for you. Sometimes it takes a GOOD leader to rebel against evil. I think that you have met your match.

WATCH OUT.

GAME'S ON.

YOU LOSE MR CHAOTIC INSANITY'S VOICES. YOU LOSE.

No bullying at Liam Ever

Dear Demons,

So, you thought you could just walk in here and screw me over? Just like that. You thought you could just come in here and make a mess of my life and that I would just take it lying down did you? I will admit that that night has changed me forever. Was I scared? Hell yes I was. But did you think I would just take it lying down? HELL NO!

I allow myself to grow and change and become something better than I've ever been. I use that night as the catalyst to my transformation. Who asked you to come around my side of the water hole anyway? Who asked you to come and put a wrench in my life the way you did? It surely wasn't me! I'm understanding now that you just live to feed on the flesh of my insecurities and chew on the bones of my fears.

Whether you are invited or not. It's simply the nature of who you are. You prowl on the innocent and collect souls like baseball cards. Well, let me show you the nature of who I am. I'm like a sister to the night and a thief in the morning. I'm so slick and so smooth. I will always, always, ALWAYS bounce back.

Demons, you cannot keep me down. You cannot break me. You cannot hold onto my confidence until I beg for sweet surrender. I will not allow it! Who do you think you are? You are a clown without a car and fool without a path. You cannot win. When I come to reclaim those parts of me that you have so gleefully taken, WATCH OUT, cuz I can be a muthafu cka!

Sincerely,

Thehours.

P.S. STFU

[insilence]

dear voices, i know you are really called "programmed realities".
dear system which attracts them, i know you lie somewhere inside
I have silenced you in my life
you will have no place in us where you continue lying

those using technology and stalking to instigate "psychosis".
you may be many, and in disguise..but know one day
and this is no threat..you will be exposed by the light of truth.

Seriously, listen to this. Think of these lyrics anytime they try to plague you.