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Mar 10, 2015, 08:45 PM
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I'm just so done.
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~Dx: Bipolar 1 with Psychotic features, Dysthymia, OCD with tics including dermotillomania, Complex PTSD, Anxiety, Dysgraphia, Medication Induced ADHD ~Self-Dx: BPD, ASD with tics, Depersonalization-derealization disorder ~Rx: Wellbutrin 150mg, Gabapentin 2700mg, VIstaril 50mg, Prazosin 2mg, Klonopin 3mg, Trazodone 100mg, Thorazine 50mg |
 Anonymous37803, Anonymous51078, jaynedough, secretgalaxy, Shmooey, sideblinded, spincera, Victoria'smom
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#2
Mar 10, 2015, 09:01 PM
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ladisputelover, hello. Tell us a little more so we can help you. What is going on?
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Mar 11, 2015, 01:15 AM
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Hi ladisputelover.
Are you OK? What's going on? We're here to listen. Please be OK. |
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Mar 11, 2015, 07:21 AM
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I'll be okay, eventually. Thank you for the concern, Jayne and sb.
I'm just really upset because it's the anniversary of the death of my best friend so it's a really hard time for me. I just feel like I should have died instead of her and I'm so depressed right now. I really don't know what to do. I'm this close to self harming and I don't want to and ugh it's just so hard. Thanks for listening. 
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~Dx: Bipolar 1 with Psychotic features, Dysthymia, OCD with tics including dermotillomania, Complex PTSD, Anxiety, Dysgraphia, Medication Induced ADHD ~Self-Dx: BPD, ASD with tics, Depersonalization-derealization disorder ~Rx: Wellbutrin 150mg, Gabapentin 2700mg, VIstaril 50mg, Prazosin 2mg, Klonopin 3mg, Trazodone 100mg, Thorazine 50mg |
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#5
Mar 11, 2015, 11:09 AM
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"giving up is too easy and carrying on hurts" are words i once said.
you are still here for a reason. i don't know you or what's going on, but i do know that you are still here for a reason. life is hard. especially with MI. but we've been given the opportunity to show the world how awesome we are - even with all of our little quirks. just gotta figure out how you fit into this puzzle. and you will be okay, remember that. don't loose hope even in the darkness. you will find your way out - it will take work; please don't give up. |
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#6
Mar 11, 2015, 06:57 PM
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I'm so sorry for the loss of your best friend. Grief is hard enough for those who don't struggle with our issues. You have held on. You deserve to live. Hurting yourself won't bring your friend back and might end up being a permanent reminder of your pain.
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Mar 11, 2015, 07:06 PM
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I know; but its just so hard, you know?
Everything is just really hard lately. I don't want to hold on anymore but I know I have to.
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~Dx: Bipolar 1 with Psychotic features, Dysthymia, OCD with tics including dermotillomania, Complex PTSD, Anxiety, Dysgraphia, Medication Induced ADHD ~Self-Dx: BPD, ASD with tics, Depersonalization-derealization disorder ~Rx: Wellbutrin 150mg, Gabapentin 2700mg, VIstaril 50mg, Prazosin 2mg, Klonopin 3mg, Trazodone 100mg, Thorazine 50mg |
| Anonymous37803, jaynedough, spincera
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Mar 12, 2015, 06:34 PM
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I feel the same way.
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| Anonymous37803, jaynedough, ladisputelover, spincera
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#9
May 19, 2015, 02:31 PM
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Have you talked to a therapist about your feelings? That might help.
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