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Old May 08, 2005, 01:08 PM
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My pdoc has me on Geodon right now and I think I'm getting worse. I have tried to tell him but it's like he's not listening. I told him when I take it I often feel like I've taken LSD, that it is warping my perceptions worse not making them better, and that my anxiety level is out the roof these days. I feel like I'm living in hell. I had to go off Depakote because it was making my hair fall out. He said Geodon can also work as a mood stabilizer but it isn't working that way -- or ANY WAY -- for me right now. I've been very depressed and suicidal and so anxious and stressed I can't eat, have trouble sleeping, and have started noticing I'm "checking" things all the time -- that wasn't one of my issues before. He says Geodon doesn't cause that so I don't know what is going on but I feel like I'm really falling apart. The terror is so overwhelming all the time it's like being in a cyclone of hell and terror with demons ripping me to shreds constantly and I'm always restless. The religious terrors are the worst. I have no peace and no relief, can never relax or focus on anything.

Well I just thought I'd vent a bit. I know I'm persona non grata around here thanks to some social engineering evil types but I still need somewhere to vent.
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Old May 08, 2005, 11:19 PM
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malady....
i dont know what persona non grata means exactly, but i think it means that you dont feel wanted?
... just want you to know that i read your posts cuz i experience a lot of the same things.
you ARE wanted here and i just wanted you to know that.
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Old May 13, 2005, 04:39 PM
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Whoa!!!! Don't sound good Mal. You're feeling like your on LSD have to say sounds like you are on wrong meds. If your doc is not listening you may want to look for another. Just my opinion for what ever that is worth.
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Old May 30, 2005, 04:44 AM
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