My Paranoid Rants

Ringing noise in my head, so damn loud
Meds or no meds it never stops
Top secret black ops sheot again
Nano bugs equipped with cameras and listening devices
I want to crush their tiny bodies
That would be like flushing a million dollars down the toilet
Hahaha it would still make me feel better

New ranting today.
Feel like the government is messing with my internet connection.
Either that or some stupid hacker that is messing with my head.
Mouse pointer moves by itself.
Internet connection get disconnected when I am writing about ufo's
I feel the government doesn't want me to write the things I write so they block my internet connection to stop me.
Nothing I can do but reset it, and try again.
I will never stop telling people about ufo's
They can't stop me

“Feel like the government is messing with my internet connection.”

You don’t have Embarq do you?

I just spent the better portion of the morning cursing the orifice from which Embarq DSL thundered into being.

I find the Universe likes to stop me from doing certain things as well and will interupt my plans.

Regarding the ufo thing. I don’t have as much of a problem with them as I do the little buggers who fly in them. I’d be interested to read more about your experience.

Have an awesome day.

sardean: Mouse pointer moves by itself. Internet connection get disconnected when I am writing about ufo's I feel the government doesn't want me to write the things I write so they block my internet connection to stop me.

I don't know if that's the case or not but I do know I've had troubles with my own system from time to time. Occasionally, it's related to a virus I've picked up or work that my ISP is doing on the network. Do you have virus protection programs in place sardean? If not, you can often find some good free programs at cnet.com.

Meantime, a few days ago Vickie in Phoenix made some comments in a thread that were related to ufos. She made mention of a book/blog that might be of possible interest to you. You can read about it here: http://forums.psychcentral.com/showp...6&postcount=18

~ Namaste

Yeah I am absolutely nuts when it comes to security scans and PC maintenance. I am a A++ certified computer repair tech. I have been trained to recognize hacker activity. I like to have fun with them, since they don't seem to be malicious in any way. I write little notes and save them on my PC for them to find. It's like a cat and mouse game. I have checked network traffic protocols, and I know it is hackers. What I don't know is who.
Most likely it is the government, but I will not be able to prove it without more elaborate equipment.

I went looking for some more information on the book, Vickie had mentioned. youtube had a good documentary on the "Phoenix Lights".

What makes the accounts especially credible was they were witnessed by many people (reports say up to 10,000). Those people include doctors, pilots, military and police, air traffic controllers, etc. The lights were seen on numerous occasions but the most dramatic reports center around the night of March 13, 1997 when many reports came in from all over the city of Phoenix and the larger area of Arizona.

Very fascinating:

Today was a good day. I relaxed and listened to music. I watched tv, and just chilled out. No paranoid rants today. Unbelievable. I thought it would never end. The doc has recently upped the meds, so maybe it's working. Who knows.

I did the same exact thing before, I thought the answer to my problems was I was really a psychic empath, so I was talking to other empaths and my internet went down, so I thought the government did it.