[Shadowsinsideme]

last night, i went to see a movie with my family (Bewitched) which triggered some of my paranoia back, because now i'm thinking witches are putting hexes on me and such.
Anyway, as i was walking out of the theater, i saw something very strange. This very "popular-looking" girl was holding hands with this guy, who was carrying his own purse and wearing girl's pants.
...i hope i don;t sound prejudice. I don't have anything against gay people at all, but the guy of coarse, looked gay, yet he seemed to be on a date with this really superficial-looking girl. So i just got real paranoid about it. I'ts hard to explain. It's like it was a set-up on me just to confuse me. Or maybe there was some sort of glitch. I'm not making any sense.
Anyways, as i was getting paranoid about it all, the weird body-hallucinations came back. I couldn't tell where my arms were and then i felt possessed again and heard some voices all talking at once inside my head.

....don';t know why im even writing this

-Becka

[Shadowsinsideme]

uh, oops...this was suppose to be posted on the schizophrenia forum. I thought i was still in that forum as i was posting this.
sorry everyone.

-Becka

[SeptemberMorn]

Don't know about the body hallucinations except that it must be really be scary.

It's really doubtfull that witches are putting hexes on you, too, but will it make you feel better that I've seen strange couples like the one you saw last night? It was two guys of that I have no doubt, but one of them was in terrible drag! Had a jet black wig on, a tight white dress and bad goth make up. They caught me looking at them and they started "playing" for me. They put arms around each other and started smoochin' then would turn around and see if I was watching. The one not in drag would smile at me. Go figure!

[SittinSpin]

is it possible you ran into a metrosexual? In the bigger cities they are more common, but even in the rurals you can find these guys who dress like girls and date girls too...

[misty]

I don't know if it was a hoax or not. There could be many reasons why the guy was dressed like that with the girl.
I know pretty much after going through peranoid moments what was just my peranoia and what was not (most times).
As far as the other stuff like hexes/curses and possesion those are hard I know they are real but ppl don't like to believe it and then I get confused.
Anyway, I'm glad you talked about this stuff. I get so scared to talk about this stuff cuz I'm afraid I will get taken away.

[Shadowsinsideme]

Thanks everyone. your repliesw made me feel a bit better. But sittinspin, i'm not sure what a metrosexual is? i've never heard of it.
skylrks, i know what you mean about being afraid to talk about these things. When i first started coming to these forums, i was afraid and didn't really talk about such things either. There are some things i still wont talk about, out of fear it will get me into trouble with the government and spies and such. And this is really the only place i will talk about such things...i don't really talk about it with my family or anyone else.

-Becka

[Ryen]

A metrosexual is a guy who takes great care in his clothes, how he looks, and is what people would consider a sensative type guy. It's a guy who would be stereotyped as gay but is actually straight. It doesn't mean he wares girls clothes or acts like a girl, just that he takes care of himself more as a girl would, nice clothes, gets his hair done, not your typical burping, insensative, sporty guy.

My fiance got labled as one just the other day because he always wares nice button up shirts, nice jeans, and always takes time to be groomed and stylish. But he is not from America and where he comes from in Europe style and appearance are very important so the word caught him off guard too.

[(JD)]

metrosexual eh? sheesh sounds like a regular great guy to me... I don't hang out where the beer drinking belching toads go. ff_topic:

[misty]

Lol!!!! sky. I know there are men who cross dress for what ever reason and are not gay. Never heard of metrosexual before.

[(JD)]

OH I know now! We used to called them sissies.