Am I delusional sometimes?

I'm afraid that I lose touch with reality sometimes. I think maybe sometimes I can't tell the difference between fantasy and reality.

I think I'm obsessed with a stranger and I'm afraid I may be stalking him.

I'm afraid I may be dangerous. I just don't know. I get so emotional sometimes over things that are probably imagined.

I have a borderline personality. I think I have psychotic features, I'm not sure.

Green

I feel that way at times. Afraid that I am at times taking away with thinking how I like things to be versus how they really are.
I know personally that I have had experiences that others would deem abnormal(psychotic).
Nevertheless I can't help but feel content that each one experience's life in their own unique way and that it is ultimately up to us to appreciate that uniqueness .

I too have obsessed over someone whom I knew next to nothing about. And the question to be honest did arise in my mind whether or not some would consider things I did as stalking.

I think that the difference between reality and fantasy remains somewhat obscure (for the majority of the population) and is one that in the end is a matter of one's personal interpetaion.

I hope things work out for you.

*hugs* maybe your T can help you explore why you are attracted to a stranger.

Yeah I've thought about that before.But for one reason or another I've yet to bring it up or should I rather say self-disclose that.
Whether that is because I don't know if I feel comfortable enough yet with my T(even though I've been seeing him for 4+ yrs).
Though I must say when I read your post advising me to open up about it,In all honesty that idea seemed to sound very appealing(at least while reading).So who knows in the upcoming sessions there might be some real tangible progress made.