[likewater]

Was dxed schizophrenic but we dont know if it's correct dx. Bossy girl is afraid for me to go to pdoc and get anti psychotic meds bc heard can make you really depressed and we have trouble with that and kids are afraid i eont hear them too. Same for bossygirl. I take care of kids, bossy girl takes care of me. If voices stop, wont be able to communicate.

[costello]

I think it's fine for you to post here.

Who's bossy girl?

[likewater]

One of people inside me. I dont like the voice tells me to cut and kill ourselves but i dont want to lose bossy girl and the kids. So afrais of losing them realized when i was at the store i bought them all presents and the stress has made me really sick i have ear
infwction sinus infection which is bad with my asthma. Called pdoc T recommended but she isnt taking new patients. My T on vacation this week. No worries voice not telling me to hurt myself right now. Just happens sometimes. Might. be satisfied right now bc im really sick

[costello]

I'm sorry things are hard now. Being sick makes everything 100 times worse. Try to rest and get better. Have you been to your GP about the ear infection and the asthma?

It's hard finding a pdoc. There don't seem to be enough of them around. The wait time for the first appointment is so long. And then to find one you like can be even harder. Maybe your therapist will have another suggestion when she gets back from vacation.

[likewater]

Yeagh got antibiotics and some other medicins. Thanks for responding to my post. Fever makes me tired going to sleep now.