Incident at Starbucks

so i guess i havent been looking good.
i have bags under my eyes from stress +no sleep+sometimes crying

a couple of weeks ago i sat in starbucks drinking coffee after crying that morning about something and had a lady come up to me and ask if everything was ok and needed anything. i was very paranoid after that very short convo. i got up and pretty much walked fast out of the place AFTER i watched her walk away the whole time to make sure

i was VERY VERY VERY unnerved as i noticed some papers on a clipboard with prescriptions on it.

i tried to google her and i think she was a local therapist.

LET ME SAY SOMETHING HERE
i TOLD PEOPLE THIS FOR YEARS AND NO ONE HAS BELIEVED ME.
I SAID:
ive got therapists/psychiatrists following me. they know who i am.
they all thought i was silly.
not so silly now right?

yea ive got police following me here, ok. ive got mental health professionals too, ive got private investigators, etc of the like, trying to get me on an illegal charge legally. you know. they cant blackmail me illegally or there will be uproar. if they can do it legally (which they can) they. will. TRY.

want to know something?
IM INNOCENT. MY ONLY "CRIME" IS KNOWING THE TRUTH OF THE AFFAIRS OF THE WORLD.

see the thing about this is ive had run ins already so no one can tell me otherwise..it being all wrong or made up in my head..ive ALREADY had run ins where ive LITERALLY been harrassed.. had a PI look through my stuff to get me into jail.. plus other stuff.

i've had T's strike up conversations with me at coffeeshops before. I can tell they're T's because they are nice looking well groomed men of a certain age who seem fascinated by this woman who's talking a mile a minute to the barista. Who else is hanging around a café in the afternoon but a T in between clients? They EXUDE caring. They make me wonder if a) my meds need adjusting or 2. my T could maybe be doing a better job or c) maybe I need to try a little harder? It hasn't happened in a while, I've been a little calmer, sharing more here and in session.

where i was this was a woman in business wear...like typical therapist wear...business casual or whatever. she looked at me and asked me if i need anything and she smiled big. this was a sunday though. sunday morning.

clues:
HAD to be a therapist because ive been going there once every couple of weeks and no one just comes up to someone to ask them if they are ok out of the blue

plus if they had business clothes on
plus with a clipboard with papers and prescription papers loose.
no way

therapist or psychiatrist.
most likely therapist.
i googled her. pretty sure i know her name now. i saw the face.

: ( I hope they stop watching you soon! Are you seeing someone trustworthy yet? You should try looking... Not ALL Ts are bad. I've seen a lot of people with really good experiences. Maybe if you found one you could trust & could understand you, the spies would start to go away? They'd see there was no point in trying to stalk you because you already went to someone else.

they are just there to help legally discredit my info i know about world/national affairs through the medical community. if they can slap the DX on me they are halfway done in discrediting me. i have been slapped with part of the atomic aliases known as the schizophrenic spectrum: schizoaffective.
i was just making these incidents known