Roll Call Take Two

I'm sorry, Erti.

:/ yea i know that for a fact. ive met people online before. its a weird deal.

everyone would overlook me "Oooohh i thought you were whitttttee. i had no clueee".

i would say "nooo yeaaa no. im not. but thanksssss thats really sweet of you."

Here, wishing I could just down a bunch of pills and sleep for awhile. Not going to, too late to take sleeping pill. I feel like I've been taking them a lot lately. I think I'll try some benadryl. It's stormy. I hate storms. Had argument with hubby. Might sleep on couch tonight. I don't know, might be too lazy.

i was jk.

because one time i told my therapist who was causasian that i wanted to bleach my skin and my hands so theyd look like hers

I never have. Not sure I'd want to. Like you said, it would be a weird deal.

Was it on this site or facebook that I saw a quote? Something like the internet lets adults have imaginary friends.

I love storms. That would be soothing for me. I also like sleeping on the couch. Maybe some music would help? Jazz?

ugh great. thats true.

whats a bachelors degree thats noncompetive and/or one that idont hve to collaborate with people much. like a subject. im open to hearing everything

Were you serious? My son used to tell me he wished he had blue eyes and blonde hair. That was when he was really little.

Probably get more response if you start a new thread for it. A lot of people probably don't read this thread.

yea im serious. i was and still am. still wish had at least naturally straight hair and blue or something. but ill settle with the lighter skin color

I'm in a "I want my mommy" mode. I'm either missing my mom or needing a mother comfort. My mom is a bit cold and not the type that would comfort you while crying.

Sorry, hon. Not everyone's good at comforting people.

You want blue hair?

no no no
blue eyes blue eyes. i already had blue hair HAH

Being light skinned sucks when it comes to skin problems. However, when someone looks at me, at least they aren't thinking I'm going to rob them.

right....

i poured a whole bunch of paint on canvas in my room now i feel like dizzy

reminds me when I used an industrial size Sharpe while doing an art project. My bedroom smelled of marker for about a month or so.

Maybe you should open a window?

I'm very tired... the oatmeal thing at McDonald's pretty good I guess. Sitting in my schools computer lab typing away. Not many people here because it's summer quarter. Can't wait until they switch it to semesters.

My friend and I were using using rubber cement once for an art project in a really small dorm room with no window open. We got loopy. Good memories.

Woke up really tired. Listening to hymns and stuff on my phone. Hubby slept on couch. I'm not mad at him anymore, but I still kinda want to get back at him, trying not to.

I met my wife online. Obviously, she turned out great!
I'm cautious though. We'd been emailing and talking on the phone for months before meeting in person. I never put any real personal information online. My fb is under a fake name. That way I don't get bothered by anyone from the past that I would prefer not to hear from.
@newtus - what are you painting?

Here. I think my crazy job is contributing to my paranoia. Analysing all those dictators is not for the mentally unstable.