Posting my reasons for having my dx

iTS NOT AN APOCALYPSE SCENARIO.

its the govt...its the stuff they been putting on since 1776. its that they made this country and founded for something that its not. rothschild/rockfeller. globalist agenda. and i will will save ... it...

its not an apocalypse...it will happen like nazi germany..the peoples will not realize the shift as its swift..and slow...but once it happens it will be too late. ww3. police state. etc...

newtus, I didn't mean to imply anything negative about you. I was telling my T today how much I related to you. But that I was afraid my bosses at work had USED it against me as a sign of MI, because I later got fired for "having anger issues" and was just generally regarded as being nuts. or unsafe to be around or have around. or whatever you want to call it. it had just never occurred to me before that my "work notes" and flow charts and stuff would be used against me like that, but I think they were. many times, cos I ALWAYS had a wall like that at work.

i still love you

I'm flabbergasted that they used a work flow chart to prove you were mentally ill. I believe you, I just am horrified the pdocs would do yet another thing so profoundly illogical. Dare I ask what their logic was?

it wasn't pdocs, and nothing was ever OVERTLY said. the HR person once said at a meeting, looking right at me, "yeah we have a problem (ie person) in that dept but we're working on it" - meaning me. it wasn't JUST a flowchart - I put stuff up, but I never took anything down. I was telling T - how do they ever identify the crazed obsessive serial killer on TV - they show a sticky wall, right? One glimpse, that's all it takes.

What I am saying is more along the lines of: my FOO used to say, "Don't say this, don't do that, in front of people, they'll think you're crazy!" So I always brushed that off as ignorance, even when I was a child, but it's kind of bizarre to realize NOW they really believed there was something wrong with me. I kinda wish I knew what it was, or what a dr may have told them. or whoever it was. maybe an uncle or a witch doctor - seriously, there was one down the block. it was nuts growing up around people with those beliefs.

thanks! and love right back at ya!

wow..disheartening.

Like in the movie A Beautiful Mind. So that's what I'm asking - is that what they thought of me? Did they think I was doing that and wasn't aware of it? And why didn't I ever make this connection before, whether or not it is indicative of MI?

is that stuff really indicative of MI?

I don't think it definitely proves anything one way or the other. I think it has become a recognizable visual symbol in tv and movies, but so is a black or white cowboy hat - but the color of your hat IRL doesn't mean you're a good or bad guy. It's just a form of prejudice, isn't it? We should judge people as individuals.

You know who else is always portrayed as making sticky walls on tv? Cops! And FBI agents!
Maybe that means they are all nuts.

Or if your workplace has a problem with your sticky wall, they can just ask you to take it down. You know, the way grown-ups interact.

Ah-HA!!! Sauce for the goose!