commenting voices.

my voices saying they watching me and that if i dont quit getting in their space they are gonna beat me up. they are basically saying that MY room is THEIR space and i better watch what i touch or where i step cause if i get out of line they are going to beat me. thats what are saying to me.

newtus, I feel for you. My parents had my room made up in a loft, even extended the house and gave me the best room in the world. Its huge, , but on the day it was completed, He started shouting at me that He wants it. For 3 months I slept in the bathroom. He threatened me and said my parnets made it for HIM?! WTH. He caused so much problems between me and my parents, they prob thought I dont appreciate it or like it. My stuff, He wants.

How can someone without fists (or a corporeal body at all) beat anyone up? Sounds like a hollow threat to me.

i keep thinking they are gonna send someone out to my house. look at the plane incidents.

My voice was normally a running commentary but always led to them wanting me to do something bad.
Example: (V=voice M=Me)
V: WHere are we going?
M: You know where we are going.
V: Maybe I don't.
M: You're in my head, you know.
V: So?
M: (frustrated with argument) We're going to the store.
V: To get milk and bread
M: Yes, to get milk and bread.
V: There's a bird.
M: Yes there is.
V: It's pointing to that woman.
M: Sure, whatever.
V: Look at her.
M: No
V: Your already looking at her.
M: (seeing visual hallucinations on her and trying to ignore). I'm not going to do it.
V: You don't know her. No one would have to notice.
M: Her eyes are wrong.
V: Well take him too. His eyes would be perfect on her.
M: Yeah (excited with the prospect then trying to remind myself I'm not going to act on my feelings) No. Not going to do it.
V: WHat about her?
M: I said no
V: There's a storm drain.
M: (not bothering to respond to that one)
V: I wonder how many pieces we'd have to cut her into to fit her down it.
M: Probably.... no... we aren't doing this right now.
V: But....
M: Please just stop

And it would continue indefinitely, sometimes the voice would change to something neutral, like the store, or floor tiles ect, but it would always lead back to hurting others.

@ickydog

have you had urges to do things to others?

@ newtus : yes

recently?

so your voices were telling you to hurt othrs?

Not since I've been on meds, at least not a clear solid voice. It wanted me to hurt others, and would try to get me to focus on all the things I wanted to do to them.

mine do that tons. that and they keep saying where people are hiding. birds tell me where too. birds and especially vultures. also squirrels rabbits. anyway and so on.

my voices sound a lot like a radio station going in and out. every once and awhile somthing really clear says something to me.