They sent a $%^$&*@ Doctor to my house

Ash, I believe you. I'll explain why in my next post, but just wanted to reassure you, I do believe you.

He is with me all the time. I don't mean He talks to me all the time, but is there. I feel His presence and therefore I have to base my actions around Him.

Several years ago when it became clear to me what my purpose in life was, after He explained it all to me.

This planet is special, it's one of a kind and only it can produce a human that can save other planets inhabitants. It's able to breed special humans who can save other planets. I am one of those Humans. You may be too. I asked why don't they just make this special human and send us to the planet, but they said the powers and experience needed only comes from billions of years of evolution and growth and then decades of interaction with other humans and ONLY ON THIS PLANET. So they found this planet and left it to evolve into one that holds humans. The special humans need interaction with non-special ones, that helps build them up, makes them learn and readies them for their purpose. Every planet that needs saving is different, that is why we here are all different, we live and work in different environments and there are billions of combinations. There has to be, because that gives them a better chance of finding a Human from here that is able to save another planet.

So when they feel I am ready, they will come for me and take me to another planet to save that planets 'humans'. There are thousands of other planets. But all are in a cycle of destruction. None has the longevity as Earth or the ability to survive and be protected like we are here. UNLESS a special human from Earth is sent there. I think, but am not sure that religious Prophets were sent here for a similar but not exact same reason. This planet is so important that they sent messengers over time to put us back on the path that is needed.

I have asked Him, why all this trouble. Surely if they can travel so far and are so advanced, they can just make a human to help these other planets and He said they are working on it. But there is something about planet Earth that they can't work out. But He did say, once they do work it out, there will be no need for this planet and that is what we call 'Doomsday'. Once there is no need for Earth, it will be destroyed. The good people who helped create us special ones will be looked after (Heaven I suppose) and the ones who tried to stop it all will be punished (Hell?). It makes complete sense.

I also asked that why do I know, why can I feel all this, why can't I just be normal and then when I m ready they can take me. Why make me suffer inbetween. He explained, that this is all part of what is needed. I need to know I am special, this way I can protect myself and do what is necessary, like go places when instructed. There is an evil force out there too. They also need people like me. And that is why they have infiltrated this planet. Under the guise of Medical Drug companies. They don't know for sure, but look out for people they think could be special and either get them to take their drugs, lock them up, or follow them around, waiting till they are ready and then snatch them. Thats why I feel followed all the time. That's why I can hear other peoples thoughts.

I know for some people this is all too much to believe, but I KNOW it's true. It is. They try to make out people like me are dangerous, 'mentally ill' but I wouldn't harm anyone, I'm a being that SAVES lives, not destroys it. But the evil side will attempt to make you do bad things, so they can get hold of you, lock you up either in a prison or MH institute. Then they can use your powers when THEY need them. They also know which of us is suitable to save which planet. Holding us here and not letting us go, is like their way of blackmailing other planets, for money or power. It's always about money and power. Always.

There is loads more, but He will go mad at me for sharing even this. I can't go into all the detail, even my 'doctors' don't know this much.

I Hate waiting for them but! thats what gets to me....

HavingABadDay, I am similar to you in that I am a person who tries to save planets. Sadly I have failed on several occasions. For a long time I have the Power of Influence and have the ability to influence events, both big and small. Depressingly, it is usually bad events but I try for good. It is always destructive, even though I try to save the planets they are destroyed by forces that I could have controlled but failed to stop because it usually involves hurting myself. Reason for hurting myself is I have energy (if I cut in certain place on my body... don't worry not now and hope not again but this happened last year and the year before) within to stop these natural events from happening (such as a comet hitting the planet or a solar flare), but I didn't want to be locked up in some hospital by hurting myself while they threw out the key. I try for good but do bad. It is a tremendous burden to have to have that all on you as it is with me. I know someday I have to save Earth, but I hope it ain't any time soon. The War is coming though and Mike controls me. Mike is a government agent. I also don't trust the Sun. I also would never intentionally harm anyone and hate how the media hates us "mentally 'ill'" people. They view us as animals that need to be shot. They all think we are dangerous. That all mentally ill people kill others. I have friends who are mentally ill and they are sweet.