i knew it would happen soon and it did

That worries me!

I don't remember if your dad works or not. Would he want to move if y'all could afford to?

yea he said if he won the lottery he would. but it made me uneasy when he also said if he won he would just build onto the house...

I know that your dad is doing the best that he can but does he understand that you are young and living in your current city doesn't give you the opportunities to meet people or have any kind of life? Does he really realize that the isolation is probably causing some or maybe most of your problems?

You know I'll be 41 years old on the 13th of this month and I've always wanted to move to the country to live but I think that even at my age living in your city would drive me mad!!! I think it would be an awesome vacation spot but not a great place to live on a daily basis.

he said he does.
yea hes done his best and i would feel selfish to ask for more.

idk what to think anymore. he mostly likes it here. i guess its good for someone his age or someone that has lots of established friends like he does.

but its not working for me. i cant really complain - bcuz i dont have essential things to move.

I'm really, really sorry Newtus! I wish I had better answers for you.

I wish I had a magic wand to wave over your situation and make everything better for you!

its ok. thanks anyway.

Just know you have a friend in me.

thank you thats very kind of you

i was just thinking about how we cant really get internet out here. theres no cable running here. i use 3 different internets to get internet. becuze our current provider only gives 5GB of internet a month!!! so i use my cell phone sometimes. and then like my ipad sometimes.

Is your iPad on its own Internet? Mine just hooks to the wifi but then I don't have a data cap. 5 GB would kill me...I still have unlimited even on my phone...that's why I won't upgrade, that and I am cheap.

yea stupid people tricked me on my iphone a few years ago. said i would grandfathered if i updated and i wasnt. a-holes. its on its own internet w/ wifi.

I'd be lost without my unlimited Internet on my lap top and on my cell phone. You know I'm pretty cheap too and I have Virgin Mobile for my cell phone and I only pay $27.56 each month and have unlimited data and messaging but only 300 minutes. For me it works cause I hate talking on the cell phone anyways. We've got Clear Internet service for the apartment and it's unlimited and only $45 each month. We've got to have unlimited because we have 4 people using it.

Yeah eventually my phone will die and I'll have to upgrade so I'll be in the same 2GB cap as everyone else.

Is it really unlimited or does it have a secret cap? A lot of phone plans actually have a cap in the fine print.

My last Virgin Mobile cell phone I had I used until it wouldn't call out anymore. I had it for years and made sure I got my monies worth. I had to break down and buy a new one this summer and found one on sale for $65. It's not an Iphone but it's a touch screen and does everything I did it to do. It's a Kyocera Rise and it's worked great for me and has wonderful apps.

Nope it's really unlimited and has been great!

i tried virgin mobile but the service wasnt good enough out here.

I use my cell phone sometimes for PC and I watch Netflix movies on it when I'm away from home and that takes a lot and I've never had any problems with my service. Of course I've had this plan for years and they don't offer it this cheap anymore. Now for what I have you'd pay $38. Which is still pretty cheap too.

Since I live close to downtown Dallas I'm close to a lot of towers and my service is really good. I hear AT&T is the better service for places way out.

:/ i cant believe what i did today. i just cant. i swear to god the people in this town are racist and crazy. no im serious on BOTH. im not saying that exaggeratingly.

I hear ya! I believe ya!

something about people makes me angry with the world. i mean homicidal angry.

I have issues with people too. That's why I only deal with them when I absolutely have to. Like with work or the grocery store. If I'm not working I'm usually at home in my bedroom. I stay secluded when possible and my kids have their own stuff going on so it doesn't bother them.