I've been having difficulties with voices again

normally I have it under control without medication and all that but my main voice tells me that people are trying to poison me and the various other voices inside my head wont let me eat or they sit in a corner of my head and give me a headache. It didn't help that my mother had a priest bless me with the last rites or whatever and he told me that I had the devil inside me and now the voices keep telling me that I am satan which is stupid because I don't even believe in that but sometimes there's a voice that sounds like mine that says yeah I am satan. And I get a little confused on whether that is my voice or not. It's all very confusing. I haven't been on medication or seen a psychologist or therapist in a year almost two years actually now that I think of it. But I'm thinking maybe I'll see a therapist or something again. I know I don't post here often but I want to start doing that seeing as I don't actually have I just lost my train of thought so I don't know how I was going to finish that sentence. Sorry. I should probably just erase it but I wont. Anyway. Is anybody else having difficulties with their voices as well?

My mother had a priest bless me too and im not even catholic. so it was awkward for me. and they put their hands on me and the priest too. very awkward. i have difficulties with my vvoices yes. telling me to not say certain things to people like my name and birthdate. so they wont follow me. tons of things i have a problem with them.

yeah it was very awkward and my mother took the whole thing very seriously which annoyed me even more. My main voice tells me to not give out my real name too I usually give out a fake name because I think it's a good idea anyway I don't want people trying to mess with me. It's better that way.