Roll Call 19

I also brows the sexual board and the transgender board whenever there are post there.

I used to look at bipolar and sza becuase they were and are possible Dx's for me since I've only officially had one break and I was also on therapy but those guys don't seem oriented toward cbt so much as the sit and complain about my life type of therapy and they didn't really get psychosis at all.

Honestly I feel this board is like a secret garden...it's like there are all these signs keep out dragons ahead, extreme danger, bridge out etc but when you keep going past the signs you find this amazing place that nobody else knows about becuase they were all afraid because they thought it sounded scary...

Yes. A secret garden of peace and love.
Who would of thunk it.
serenity beyond the label.

Schizophrenia is a scary word so it makes a lot of sense.

Dragons aren't all that scary after all :P

I once got to reach into the spirit world and pet a sleeping blue dragon...it was awesome!

Bedtime.
Love to all!

Apparently the tiny bone birds may be a new here-to-stay-real-to-me species. I don't feel at all welcoming towards them given that they feel entirely hostile towards me. I feel confused a lot lately, and i don't like not feeling confident in my interpretations of situations. Right now i don't really know if i am crazy, delusional, or malnutritive cognitivnally impaired. I have more than one version of me to listen to: so how do i support me? I dont know. I'm gonna wind up bowing to the bone birds.

Gr3tta: I'm sorry you're struggling right now.

I've been pretty focused on my life lately and getting things done. I'm going to try to pay off my debt and hope the collectors aren't too mad at me. I really hope they settle on a cheap monthly payment because atm I can barely afford rent. I hope they take my poverty into consideration.

I feel bad how I'm on when everyone else is asleep. I can't really contribute much when it's just me, but eventually I will have a day job then I can talk to everyone

I'm here. I just can't talk about my problems like most people when people genuinely care it's not that easy for me. I don't like hugs (lol).

My psychologist is frustrated on how.. Ya basically I don't form close relationships with people.

What is it now?..

4am

I feel productive right now.

not sure what to say, so just going to say hi

im up. but not ready to mingle.

How you know you're not in the city

- No police sirens, helicopters, gun shots, and/or ambulance to be heard.
- The neighbors loose chickens and roosters are crowing by your window.

i hear gun shots out here in the country

True, though they're most likely hunting or target practicing. In the city... not so much xD.

ooh no NSA read this message I'm still going rifle hunting with my dad idc

I'm awake and hearing voices. Whoop dee ****ing doo. <_<

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yea ur right

i am too atypical. how are you doing?

medicalfox: I think as long as you're making payments on your debts then the collectors won't harass you as much. I'm sorry you're struggling right now.

I'm doing kind of bad. The geodon isn't even touching my voices or my so called delusions. I have some haldol tablets. I think I'm going to take one of those. It's 2 mg tablets.

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i took geodon some years ago and it didnt help. it didnt do a thing. haldol always helped with least amount of side effects. yea you could take one of those. well it sometimes helps now.

I'm up early for me on a Saturday morning I'm going to take my kids to Ihop for breakfast. Today is going to be a really good day I'm wishing all of you a really good day too!