Roll Call 27

i feel like im really coming undone here and its prob my fault

awkward but my therapist wanted to talk to me about how i felt if someone said "im going to kill you" like i did her. she put me in a bad spot. she wanted to talk to me about how i would feel and i just couldnt do it. idk why she wanted to talk to me about that.

Heyyyyyyyy guys its bean whats up? Good 2 finally talk 2 u!!!!!!! If mama didnt tell u already i got out of the hosptial seeing and hearing things and came home like that and it is hard but i have the best family ever and the best school :-) the things i used 2 see were scary and thank god i dont any more but i hear screaming once in a while but in the hosptial i heard it a lot and i heard at on school :-( but all.the.teachers and my awsome nurse were there:-) i am very grateful to have a chance 2 read what is going on with u guys and how i can relate sooooo thank u guys :-) :-) :-)

punky

heyyy bean! whats up! glad to hear from you. glad to see your getting better!

Oh heyyyyy i lov ur videos oh and im still seeing and hearing this but they usually scar me

punky

Hey bean...so glad to hear from you---I'm glad things are going better for you

I have to agree you do have the best family ever

Awwwww thanks :-) :-D

punky

Soo whats up how r u feeling o this is bean :-)

punky

Ohhhh its.not ur fault what meds r.u on? i thaout it was.my fault when i felt suicidal but it was not and the same 4 u

punky

HI BEAN!!!!!!!! So nice to finally meet you!

I'm doing okay, I've been really manic lately but my doctor increased my medication so hopefully that will help. I hear and see scary things too but now that I'm on the right medicine that happens a lot less.

Heyyyyy its good 2 meet u 2 im glad u r on the right meds my r working pretty good :-)

punky

Man it sure is quiet on roll call.

I'm here.

im here too. i had fell asleep for awhile

atypical - do you work at all? or do you stay home like me?

Have any of you watched the series the United states of Tara, or shameless, or weeds? I don't like most tv but those look good.

I don't work at the moment. I stay at home like you do though I do get out of the house a lot more often than you do.

I've watched the first two seasons of United States Of Tara... I thought it was funny as hell and interesting as well, but I think you have to have the right sense of humor for it.

United States of Tara and Weeds are both awesome! I don't know about Shameless.

Hello Bean! It's nice to see you posting Welcome to Roll Call! I'm so glad you are doing well. I've said a lot of prayers for you and your mom

Daisy coming back from the lake today

I took my youngest daughter and Daisy out to the lake today to walk around and enjoy the scenery. Daisy loves going but it's so hot that she can only take about 30 minutes then she's ready to go

I've been doing my best to get out of the apartment and stay busy. It helps a lot. This depression is still tugging at me.

It's good that ur getting out cracking. Did u swim?

Daisy has been biting at her feet lately so I thought maybe it was because her nails are too long. So after the lake I brought her home and gave her a good bath. Then I took her to the vet to get her nails clipped. (She won't stay still for me to do it) The vet said she has a skin infection on her feet. She said it's an allergy picked up from the grass. The vet gave her an antibiotic and a skin allergy medicine to take. My poor baby