Roll Call.....#30

I had to look up what a fortnight was but that sounds like good news....here they even have some kinds you can get once a month....

No he was definitely talking about my t-shirt. I wear it with pride. Besides that, he was stood right outside of the shop I bought it from and there was no one else there. Everyone knows no fear is a male brand of clothing. But I'm drawn the the skull. I also drink no fear energy drinks. People describe me as weird, a freak, an oddball. I'm used to it. People generally hate anything that they don't understand. Me... Only a small group of people understand me. So, I've heard a lot of insults. Sadly, all I can do is walk away.

yeah i went from weekly shots to monthly shots. it has seemed to work out a lot better for me

Yes the not drinking part makes me worried... I am nagging him to drink now. If he doesn't eat or drink I'm going to go visit him and make sure he does.

Sounds like he needs to get a life or something. What a weirdo, standing around commenting on other people's clothes.

I've bought men's t-shirts, shorts, or sweat pants before, because frankly they make better quality clothing for men and sell it at a lower price. I remember once looking at the women's sweat pants at Target. They were like $28 and didn't have pockets. So I checked out the men's section and sure enough their sweat pants looked better made, had pockets, and cost only $15.

Is fortnight a British term?
Yeah I think it might go to monthly eventually but they want to get the dose right.

**** him he can do one. Sorry people are being nobheads to you it's pathetic how judgemental people can be about things that are none of their business

I've worn men's clothes before too, sometimes I borrow my bfs t shirts and hoodies. What's the big deal they are baggy and comfy and your right they are a lot cheaper

I'm sure I've heard it in classical literature but never in common speech here---I knew it was a time period but I had no idea how long----I hear biweekly more commonly but that's confusing anyway because it sounds like twice a week and not every two weeks and it can mean either....most people would just specify every two weeks...

Hm that's interesting. Yeah I find biweekly confusing I've never heard it said though only seen it written down.

i met with T. it went well. we talked abt my baby dream. i also talked about my thinking patterns. it was good to see him. he wrote a letter to the disability lady at my school and gave it to me. it has all my diagnoses on it in the axis format. he wrote schizophrenia (rule out) on it. i didnt know that. last time i looked that wasnt there. so ummm idk how i feel about that. i kinda want to text him and ask him if he really thinks that. but im also kind of scared of his answer. he said that some of my thoughts and stuff are paranoid. he said to take extra prns when it gets bad. i told him i was scared the voices will come back. he said he is scared too. but we are meeting with pdoc on thursday. i just hope nothing bad happens until then. i have this feeling of imminent doom. that something really bad is going to happen to me. and i might die from it. its stressing me out.

anyway it was really good to see T again. im glad we got to meet. and i wasnt that nervous about it today. also i sent him an email on friday about a book i saw on here that i want to get and talk about with him. it's this book : Sex in the Forbidden Zone: Peter Rutter M.D.: 9780449147276: Amazon.com: Books

he replied back and said

I think this would be a good step.. but I think it would work best as a thoughtful process.. building in support and taking it slowly... monitoring how overstimulating this is..

so im gonna order the book

ok so my curiosity got the best of me and i asked T if he thinks i am schizophrenic. he said i have some features that are consistent with it but he doesnt consider that my primary diagnosis. so ummmmmmm what?

It's not really sexual harassment in the eyes of the law. I'm an RN and have had much worse things said and done to me, it's part of the job.
Patients have all the rights in the world, while healthcare workers have none.

That's a bit confusing to me. A possible diagnosis of schizophrenia is a big deal...

well idk either. T has said before that he doesnt put much stock in diagnoses. it also said psychotic d/o nos. i think what he meant was he thinks ptsd is my primary dx. cuz that was listed as primary. idk

i just got stung by a scorpion. it was in my slipper and it stung my toe. it swelled it. it hurt so so so motherf_cking bad. i put some ice on and and took some medicine. ugh god.

One of the reasons I wouldn't want to live in the south.....

Yikes. I'm glad we don't have scorpions here.

this little motherf_cker right here stung me

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Kill it with fire!

i sprayed with a killing spray and then flushed it down the toilet. i heard they cant survive in water

I've been told that too, numerous times, I think that basically translates into 'I haven't got a ****ing clue, sorry', at least it does with my pdoc.

Hey how are you doing it's been a while!

Hey erti do you have sz?