Roll Call.....#30

am I the only one seriously but or do any of you get affected in a different ways by music?sometimes when I listen to up beat songs I feel calm but when I listen to harder heavier music with violent messages and overtones it makes me feel paranoid and anxious.I sort of not really feel a little better but I feel confused and my mind feels cloudy.words arent making so much sense to me distant speaking sounds like mumblings of a different language and reading other peoples posts can get confusing even my own words dont make as much sense right now.I feel so weird wow.

I should edit that..if it was a low thc high cbd strain and my psych meds weren't working I would give it a shot...

I used to change the words around for a few songs to make them more directed to me....one in particular was Katy Perry's ET...I still feel a little weird when I hear that one....there was another one that just kept repeating hello...that one was weird too because my voices were chiming in hello as well.

I will admit I smoked weed before a long time ago but these days are behind me now when I did I remember thinking people were outside of my door wanting to kill me really and that everyone who looked at me was secretly talking trash about me about me and thought I was disgusting so I decided to never touch it again after that episode.

Ooooh just heard on the news that they found a few vials of smallpox in a low security storage area at the CDC!! They are doing this on purpose to "accidently" kill me and my whole community because the CDC hq is where I live!!! Wow very little typos that time.. Sometimes you've gotta thank autocorrect... Still freaked out by the heli.... aLOT

Lillybird90 does it help if you sing along with the song? My voices would pretty much stop if I was singing either out loud or just in my head...it would have been nice if I actually ever remembered to use that trick but somehow I never made the connection when I was still sick...

No no no CDC hq is Atlanta that's not where the found the vials it was a FDA facility that used to belong to the NIH which is in Maryland.....

Also they are calling the world health organization to help destroy them....it's a highly monitored process....also they are harmless if sealed.

no I do sing sometimes to music but sometimes when I feel confused its hard really to focus on the words so singing them is not helping me so as much. I decided to not listen to music with words right now instead I am listening to classical music.moonlight sonata a song I love.

my brain feels like a big pile of mush and when I try to use it it keeps slipping through my fingers lol that is the only way I can describe it right now.

Oh ok its just ignorant me again! and yes I know that the CDC hw is in Atlanta.

Wasn't sure most people don't know that but I'm a microbiologist and also my cousin works there...

I'm getting to the point where I get scared because things are really good and in my experience they don't stay that way for long.

I'm in huge trouble, money-wise. My bank account is negative $300 and I don't know if they're going to keep adding insufficient funds charges. Of the $300, half of it is insufficient funds charges. It's not even like I foolishly spent it - I've been playing catchup since I was hospitalized and had to drop out of school. And no one can help, not even my parents if they wanted to, because they'd have to lend me more than $300 to just get my account back to 0. And book sales stalled a long time ago and even then lulu doesn't transfer the money until at least the end of the month. I'm thinking of starting an indiegogo but even then it won't help in time. I have a tiny bit of cash for groceries. I just hope I can hold out until September and my student loan comes in. I'm going to have to fend off creditors, probably.

Why are things still getting charged to your account?

I cancelled everything I could, but didn't catch everything in time.

Sweet what strands have you been studying? I have always lied science when inwanna grow up i wanna be a theoretical astrophysicist!!

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This is interesting as are some of the other articles on that site...just ran across it....fate maybe?

The only payment I couldn't cancel was a loan payment and it put me in minus, and then I got charged for insufficient funds.

I use some rebate apps but I'll look at those. Some of them make me nervous - there's no such thing as free money.

I study something called enteropathogenic E. coli....it's not really in this country but parts of the developing world....it's bad in adults but usually just a couple of weeks of major GI issues but in babies well it can kill them so naturally we want to stop it...

I'm sorry ur struggling.

Music used to really effect me. But I try to only listen to music I relate to. I don't like the violent angry stuff. I'm stuck in the 90s, lol. I like, tori Amos, stone temple pilots, green day, Sarah McLaughlin, nirvana, a lot more just can't think of them now, lol.

I think if the angry violent stuff makes u paranoid, u shouldn't listen to it. It would make me feel paranoid too I'm sure.

Does it spread by animal contact or by food cant animation or by something else ?? Is it just another name for E. coli or a different kind? I take gear interests in most kinds of science to expend my knowledge sho I really wanna know and it sounds really kool omg I'm on energy overload now I'm typing really fast and nakeomg minimal typos as well this is awesome!!!!! It's eleven here buy since I'm not normal i don't need Amy sleep right now autocorrect is startling to giver hard time to sleep but I don't need to dollars isn't enough for me it i want a taco from Taco Bell wait what did i just type?!?!
---- I accidently posted this the motion I do when I m posting is almost automatic now so i ends up posting this

Lily- I think for now listening to classical is a good thing. I hate that feeling of the mind playing tricks on you. Do the best u can at taking care of yourself. Are u eating and everything?

Usually food or water....basically it's something we call fecal to oral transmission...it's kind of gross and good sanitation is one of the reasons we don't have it here but it was in this country in the 70s.

We also sometimes study another pathogen called EHEC....that one makes you really sick even as an adult because it has a bad toxin....it's usually in hamburger if it's not cooked all the way through and sometimes in leafy greens like spinach...

Sounds like a lot of it is ad based or opinion based...ie surveys...which I know they used to pay for some of those in the mall so why not online? I also saw in one of their other articles on busking....I know you're really musically talented...can you play anything portable? Here we have a lot of these guys downtown or on the L, I think you need a permit but it might be something both fun for you and profitable...

Oh time for the new roll call.....amazing blob are you still here...have you ever started a new roll call? They max out at 1000 so someone needs to start roll call 31 do you want to do it?