[serloco]

do you think you are living in the dark? do you think your secrets are safe? There is nothing that pure awareness can not see. There is nothing that the light does not see or know. do you not seek the light for the truth, and uncover what is hidden with light? or do you seek with darkness into the dark?

the gaze of Infinity surrounds you

[glok]

Hello, serloco. I have secrets. When it comes to treatment, I try to be open and forthcoming.

[insilence]

I believe we are creatures of choice. We are also driven by instinct but that also is a choice. I believe in testing others for the truth, which is more utilitarian. And we needlesly impose guild or shame on ourselves or others for wandering in darkness.

[jeppys]

there is no such thing as a secret. something is listening to us eternally and it knows everything. I feel naked 24 hrs a day.

[likewater]

Originally Posted by serloco

do you think you are living in the dark? do you think your secrets are safe? There is nothing that pure awareness can not see. There is nothing that the light does not see or know. do you not seek the light for the truth, and uncover what is hidden with light? or do you seek with darkness into the dark?

the gaze of Infinity surrounds you

That is quite comforting and beautiful. A lot of scripture states the same truths.

[ZehR]

I'm trying to prefer the light and usually it's forced upon me in treatment. They somehow get the secrets out of me and then I feel terrible after because they're only pieces of one big puzzle not as important individually that I need to develop in the darkness alone but it's an illness and hard to accept that it's not real or maybe that's what they want me to think. That I don't have special powers or that I do and I'm some sort of chosen one. There's no proof. I'm not going to accept anything but at the same time, I'm so much better medicated but as soon as I'm medicated, the process stops and lies dormant until I stop them again and continue my journey to .. curing myself from what I'm being pulled towards so medicated is better. Idk or there's something else.

I think pretending to be delusional (Adapting to this fake world and believing the lies of reality oops i mean .. reality.. is better ...

aaah confusing what ever i dont care anymore as long as im not paranoid and thinking that people are watching me through solid walls, I'm good. It's not worth the magical thinking that I can't seem to handle when not medicated.

[Jolisse]

I have secrets, I think most people do.