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A bit about myself...
I was _recently_ diagnosed with Paranoid Schizophrenia, I've been taking 15mg of Abilify for a week now - I have the side effects, but no relief from symptoms! And the docs said I also have "severe" Dissociative Identity Disorder. And that I show signs of OCD. ~Great I had two professionals tell me the only reason I wasn't locked up, was because I'm still lucid. My parents were petitioning for me to be involuntarily hospitalized. I don't understand why. All I wanted was to go back to school. I'm so lost and confused. I feel like nothing is in my control. I refused meds at first, but then agreed - because my parents were refusing to let me go back to school, oh and I'm 19, college freshman. I really dislike taking meds, of all kinds, but nobody seems to get that. I feel so alone, my family's all I have. It seems the best way for my parents to trust me, is for me to be honest with them, but some things - I just can't tell them. My dad keeps telling me I've burdened my brother in some way. Problem is, I don't know what I've done - I suppose that's the DID thing coming into play. I guess I don't really understand what's going on, what I have. Mostly, I just don't care anymore. But, thanks for listening to my rant.
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Hello I am sorry to hear tha tyou are having a hard time at this time. Taking medicaiton is a must for some People. I take meds daily and I have just got adjusted to the fact that (IFEEL BETTER, and I AM MORE PRODUCTIVE) on medication. I really like being in more control of my life and emotions and iin order to feel like myself and feel good is to take medicaiton that helps to keep me stable. I am sure you were really concerned about the diagnosis and the OCD but there are medicaiton that can help you so that you feel better and are able to concentrate and be able to do things in life in a more productive manner. I hope the best for you there is a chat today at 2:30 PM and you are welcome to come to chat today. It is with Dr Wylie and he may be able to answer questions you may have concerning your diagnisis. Take care Soidhonia
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Welcome to PC! I hope you get lots of ideas, support and friends. Paranoid that's me too.
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Hey welcome to PC hope things get better for you i have schizophrenia but i know what you going through
Milly
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