Started a Vlog About my life with sz

Hey everyone havent been on in a while, things irl have gotten really really dark. 4 hospital visits in 5 months, constant hallucinations, audible and visual, and constant loneliness, so i've started a vlog on youtube to try to keep everything out of my head, and find others like me, if anyone is interested in watching them and giving me some feed back that would be great. I'm just hoping to find a way to keep my head above water by wanting to get out of bed in the morning, to take a shower, to even speak to people. I hope this is relevant to this board.
https://www.youtube.com/channel/UC7y...Z-DxZFQ/videos

Sorry if i look extremely high in every video im just on alot of medication. My family says i have dead eyes all the time.

Hi, I'll try to check out your videos, thanks.

I'll check out your videos tonight. I have constant hallucinations too.

I watched your video's. I think it's a good thing you're doing vlogs about schizophrenia so people can watch and relate and to educate others on what schizophrenia really is.

Thanks everyones so far on the support and for watching my videos it really means alot. I honestly didnt think anyone would care. Now my heart actually has some hope in it...

Nice...I think you did a great job!

I watched the first one (the longer one) and it was really interesting. I don't have visual hallucinations, just audio.

cool. i been slacking on my video log for awhile now...

I just watched the introductory one... very interesting & sorry to hear you've dealt with this for so long without being diagnosed!

Will watched the other later & will be looking forward to any updates.

watched them all, left a comment and subscribed good luck

Saw number four...people will watch and care, the voices are wrong....those voices the mean voices...don't even listen.....does music help at all?

You should be proud of yourself now.

I truly want to thank everyone from the bottom of my heart for all your views, comments, likes, subs, and support. Because of you guys im going to keep at it and actually do it right. Thanks again everyone.

sorry you've had to deal with so many medical problems for most of your life....I had reactive arthritis for a while...I had so much trouble getting up in the morning....I think you're very brave to be dealing with all this and still smiling....

I agree with Sometimes!

It's enough having to deal with just sz but having those other health problems too, the fact you manage to keep such a good outlook is really admirable. Keep up the good work with the v-logs.

I'm sorry about your dog

She is doing better now i'll do an update video tomorrow.

can you maybe answer me a cpl questions im just trying to get a outlook bc i dont know anyone whom has this and my father did but he commited suicide in 2000

you can also check out my vlog too. its in my signature below. its on youtube too. i havent made a video in awhile cuz i make them on my phone and my video feature is kinda broken.

I will check you out

subbed and i'm watching them right now, i hate to see another person suffer with this, but it makes me happy to know that im not the only one who has tried this before.

I enjoyed seeing your mom, you're doing a great job with the videos

You are good to do a video for people like me who are just now starting to acknowledge that I hear voices. Its embarrassing when I try to tell my pdoc or anyone close to me what is happening because I truly can't believe its happening. I stopped my adhd meds in the last three days per my pdoc to see if the voices would leave and of course they have not. You do videos and I started blogging My Blog because like you, I want to meet others going through what we are going through. Anyways, feel free to add me as a friend on here, i am on twitter too talking to a few people I have met with bipolar. My name on twitter is @bipolar_milwyf hope to talk to you soon.

randa

Hey I left you a message yesterday, glad I could help. I'm only new here but I look forward to watching more of your videos, I think you are so brave to vlog about this, I wouldn't! Maybe one day, if it could help people. Thank you for making me feel less alone, and keep up the good work.

following you blog I hope the doctors can find a way to help you, because dealing with all of these things can really take a toll on you as a person. Just stay as strong as you can.