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Today I've had a rubbish day. It was my first day back at college and that meant one thing. I had to leave the house. I kept hearing footsteps coming from behind me. I knew I was being followed. But I can't skip college. So I'm forcing myself to go every day despite how scary it is leaving my home.
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"Yeah, just be yourself It doesn't matter if it's good enough for someone else" - The Middle by Jimmy Eat World. Medication: Olanzapine 20mg Fluoxetine 20mg |
![]() aka Bean, Atypical_Disaster, medicalfox
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#328
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The filling was kind of painful and expensive, apparently my mum forget to give them our dental insurance so I had to use the health card I have to pay for it. I have another filling this week, but I might not get it because it cost quite a lot.
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"Unable are the Loved to die For Love is Immortality" -Emily Dickinson |
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#329
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#330
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watching news
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#331
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Red for winter over.
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#332
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I took my antidepressant in the morning this time. I always tend to get very depressed at after 5pm, which is when i usually take my meds. So I'm thinking if I take it in the morning, my down time will be the mornings just before I take my pill. Also, it might ease my insomnia. The trazodone sleep aid that my PDoc prescribed me didn't do anything.
Depression is a major comorbidity with schizophrenia. Do any of you guys and gals suffer from it too? What do you take? How do you cope? I really wrestle with this... |
#333
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I was right at the beginning. But I'm stopping my AD. I only slept 5 hours and it wasn't deep sleep. And I took a lot more trazadone but I still kept waking up. Thank you again. ![]() |
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But what you could try is a different AD, increase in your AD and getting light everyday. Wish I had more answers.... You're on an extremely low dose of lexapro. I would get that increased... Last edited by Anonymous100205; Jan 06, 2015 at 06:04 PM. Reason: added info |
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My PDoc first put me on 10mg of Lexapro but I couldn't feel any emotion whatsoever. It was horrible! I was numb inside. So I brought it down to 5mg and the price I pay is nightly depression. I tried Prozac first. That med made me feel even more like a zombie. I wish they made a pill that instead of numbing you makes you feel good.
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#336
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#337
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![]() Anonymous37787, Atypical_Disaster
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#338
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I personally won't take it though bc of the weight gain. But maybe it won't be as bad for you. When I was in a really scary mania I was put on geodon 120mgs. It didn't help me at all with the paranoia and delusions I was having. Maybe that could be something to consider, that the ap isn't working like it should... |
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Weight gain is not an option. :O) I tried that with Risperdol. That was a sad state of affairs. What was really annoying is how everybody commented on how fat I got all of a sudden. My boss and coworkers were non-stop. So far the antidepressant in the morning has worked. I don't feel any depression tonight. So I'm curious how tomorrow morning will be. I usually have bad anxiety mornings because Wellbutrin did a number on me.
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trazodone worked immediately for me. well after 30 min of taking it you know.
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"We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living"
The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII |
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"Unable are the Loved to die For Love is Immortality" -Emily Dickinson |
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My Ideas, delusions and persecutions
Stretched and stressed Mind in confusion Fighting fear for cause and effect Remembers all nightmares as I slept Rational autonomy truly trumped Mind as a battlefield that has defunct Once filled with beauty and duty Sweetness and light, point and purpose Now filled with the storm and stress Still, I know that I am blessed Friends and family forgive and forfend |
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#343
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i think im getting sick
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#344
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I'm very freaked out by being in a body. It just creeps me out so badly.
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![]() Anonymous100205, Atypical_Disaster, medicalfox, Sometimes psychotic
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#345
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#346
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I just watched Almost Famous. I love that movie!
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#347
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I cleaned the house a little bit, I figure if I clean a little bit each day I can maintain a clean house without much of a problem. One of my goals for this break is to have a completely clean house before I go back to uni.
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"Unable are the Loved to die For Love is Immortality" -Emily Dickinson |
![]() Angelique67, Atypical_Disaster, Sometimes psychotic
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#348
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Found a weird video yesterday - don't know if it was real, but it was meant to be an MK Ultra video
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If giving in is pointless, then get out of bed or this might be the end. |
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#349
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I barely slept. I don't know why I'm so wired.
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![]() aka Bean, Atypical_Disaster, medicalfox
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#350
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i have been having sleep issues too lately, i cant get to sleep when i go to bed and have to keep getting up until i feel like i can sleep, i go to the bathroom several times in the night too. i am soo sad right now and i think it is because of my sleep pattern right now. i feel guilty if i go back to bed early in the morning or mid afternoon because im not geting anything accomplished. help??
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![]() Atypical_Disaster, junkDNA
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