Roll Call 48

you ok???????

I know the feel, I hate wasting my days laying in bed but I almost always do it.

thats the thing. i rarely lay in bed. so idk whats wrong with me this past week.

Hello everyone I hope you are doing well. I moved again from the temporary housing to a permanent address. It has been a nightmare. The house itself is great for the size but the previous owners lied to us and hid major things that needed to be repaired. In fact one of the things they hid was something was seriously wrong with the spa and it could have electrocuted us if we had used it. Other fire hazards in the house itself. It was built and bought on lies.

My pills are working fine especially the sleeping pills. I found one that is working perfectly and my sleep has been restored to the amount that humans require (7-8 hours). No more sleeping from 2-14 hours. Yay. I noticed that when I can't take my pills due to stomach issues, my sleep quality deteriorates. I know the exact number of hours due to a watch I use that measures sleep, heart rate, REM sleep, walking distance etc. When I am able to take all my pills (several cause drowsiness) the percentage is in the 90's. They grade you on quality. When I am unable to take the pills then the quality goes down to the 20-30's with many interruptions. With my pills very little interruptions.

I hope you are doing fine everyone. I hope Atypical Disaster is OK. I pray. Newtus I hope you are OK as well.

Although my sleeping is normal now, I am stressed as hell. I found a new psychiatrist and therapist. Compared to the old therapist this one isn't as good. My old therapist was amazing. In fact she even gave me extra time when I needed it.

I am excited about certain things with technology though such as GDC next week. I am seeing all the information online because I don't actually go to it. It has new technology for gaming.

curling my hair and listening 2 some music

Talked with an old woman here while I was in the lounge for over an hour an hour. Apparently she's a patient of the top psychiatrist in Canada.. I think he's my psychiatrist too.. Idk they take in patients when other psychiatrists aren't doing their jobs properly.

I like chit chat with people sometimes. But they have to say hello first..

I got my assignments done, one I know will be horrible the other is good. At least I got them done.

That's really Interesting....I hope you do have the best it makes a world of difference.....

So I was talking to Sometimes and decided that I should check in with you all. How has everyone been? I've been okay. Lots of mood swings. But nothing too bad. School is going well...I had two exams today. But no more exams until next Friday!

I've been having a hard time getting out of bed too.

Newtus this totally reminded me of your hamster bean...

i dont have 1 lol

Lol that's one calm hamster. My old dwarf hamster would of bit me.

haha thats real cute.
i gave up on making clothes for things that tiny a few years ago. its too hard. lol

Newtus has a hamster named bean......

i just finished 4 practice quizzes for my class that arent worth jack.
and then the retest. which i got an 80 on. and was extremely hard.
but i dont even get an 80. i get a 70. and then i dont even get the 70. its going to averaged with the other grade...so yea...
it was really really hard.

and then i was like "i forgot i have another class to do..."

At least you are done with one of them.....

yea it took me like 2 1/2 hours.
and i just realized i think i have something else due today. i think...it says feb 23rd. idk if thats means like "start doing it today" or "its due today".

i was hearing voices the entire time i was studying.
i suppose im stressed.

hey gr3tta!!!!!!!!!!!

I'm so close to being a pramer poohbah! I am so curious what special board. So close!

im just gonna do this history assignment. both this history and philosophy class are interesting but both are hard in their own ways. the philosophy is mainly about reading the book fully and understand and getting the answers on the tests rights. and theres quite a few questions. for the history class its mainly about reading and understanding and answering the open ended questions but theres only like 3-4 questions.

Oh well let's get chatty and maybe you'll get there tonight?

work was ok. i got to leave at 7. plus the new schedule was out a day early!!!! usually it's LATE!!! i see T tomorrow and the nurse practitioner. im scared to be honest with the nurse practitioner abt my paranoia. i dont want her saying that i have to go back on the shot... i dont think T wants that . i think T understands that this is a transition period and its gonna be a little rocky. last night went ok overall. there were some things going on in my brain but i managed. tonight i feel pretty good but i am taking a prn just in case. also im off til friday !!! so 3 days off! but on friday i have a 7am shift i hate those shifts!!! oh well. i didnt feel depressed today so im marking it down as a good day.

Haha yeah! How has everyone been since my short absence. Life has been good and busy here lately. I'm happier at my dads. Didn't think that day would come.

JUNKDNA I think you are doing better than when you were on the shot it would always wear off and you would be sick a few days....what you're feeling right now doesn't seem as bad at least from the outside....hopefully you get moosolini back tomorrow.....that should make everything better...