Demons

I had demons leaving messages for me in the leaves. I'm pretty sure it was psychosis, though. A second AP sent them on their way. I'd be honest with my health care providers.

The demons are real if you believe them to be. Choose not to! It is up to you. Also, antiphsychotic meds would help and I strongly suggest you talk to your pdoc and try some.

I will try and talk to him but I have also been trying for over a year to pretend the demons are not real and it isn't work.

Hello eden1515

Many people do not believe in demons nor do they experience the things you, I, and many others do. I have seen them and have talked to them for most my life in one form or another. The shadows you are seeing are not demons but are just badly done in their minds. They hear your mind asking questions of things that trouble you. When in life we can find ourselves to become our true selves but something that has never been taught before. When we begin the journey to become ourselves we can find truths to things within our lives to help us through times of hardship and misunderstanding. The voices you hear are preventing you from finding the answers to the things you are experiencing and trying to confuse your soul.

Try to remember this that you are yourself now, you can still become yourself here in this world. Try to become yourself inside of yourself many times to become yourself only.

I am himself and himself only.

Powessy

i dont think i am a self though or have one i dont know how to explain it i dont know how to become something that doesnt seem to exist.

Hello eden1515

You have a very special soul one that has become something many times before this life time. Something is making you feel this way within you, a something that should not be there.

Try to just find your mind in silence try to feel your whole outline of your body try to understand that your soul is not just one part but two. You have the part of you that is experiencing and then the part that is your true self your true life force and identity. When we experience life we no longer need to understand our previous lives so we become ourselves outside of our higher self to become something here. The thing you must realize is you can become yourself in life to find you higher self and to become something inside of yourself to become yourself here in this world. You have a good heart and a strength about you that I can feel in your words, use this strength to find yourself.

Powessy

I have been seeing some weird people around me! They wear black, and their faces are usually burned, or just bleeding! They follow me everywhere, and sometimes they hurt me in my dreams! My therapist said its because I took some painkillers after my surgery!

I don't feel like I exist I think if I even have a me it must be in pieces because I certainly don't feel whole ever I don't know how to explain what I am thinking lately all of my words have been getting mixed up and it is tiring.

I don't buy the painkiller theory. But anyway yesterday was the first time I ever "felt a demon presence" when my bedroom door sneaked open and then closed itself. I spoke out to it but it didn't say anything. Not sure if it was a real perception or not. I don't actually believe in demons but it felt real. I also keep feeling like they are following me or are in the next room that I am about to enter.

You need to go to the hospital asap so they can stabilize you! These are delusions and they are not healthy. I had the same problems too.

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Yes yes yes that is like with me it is like they are around every corner hiding waiting to jump out at me.

The hospital is a bad place.

Why? ..........

There are monsters everywhere for me too, including inside my head. Some days they are worse and sometimes better

Depends on the hospital. I wouldn't put a blanket restriction on hospital due to one persons bad experience. It's not all bad and it helps a lot of people.

i found by placing green agat stones from a spirit shop around the yard worked to reduce and stop my experiences. stay away from crystals. and buy sage leaves from the grocer and burnable sage from the spirit shop, carry sage leaves in your waisteband, and place around house. burn sage daily. sprinkle sea salt in window cills, leave for 24 hours then vacuum and replace.

Because the doctors are evil and they are mean to me whenever I am there also they lie a lot and then lie about lying.

There is only one hospital where I live the others are either 3hours away or 8 hours away.

Do you have any allies to help you against the demons?

I have one but she has done all she can.