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A18793715 · Jul 23, 2015 at 05:12 PM

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Okay guys. Does antipsychotics interfer with the birth control Nexplanon? I've been feeling really nauseous especially after eating (this is unusual). I was bleeding a couple days ago and now I'm not. I've been nearly almost peeing myself. I'm going to take a text. Im just can't wait to know the answer and I kind hope I am.

I tell the person I'm interested right away. I don't want to start dating them, get attached, then tell them and have them freak out or something and leave. I'd rather it be known from the start. It really does weed out the good and the bad.

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Blue_Bird · Jul 23, 2015 at 05:40 PM

I'm not sure, I haven't dated anyone since having this diagnosis. My ex who I'm still friends with knows now and doesn't think of me differently, so I guess if it's truly meant to be the person will accept you as you are. I would probably tell early on if I considered dating again.

Angelique67 · Jul 23, 2015 at 05:58 PM

I don't know what I would do. I recently thought I'd try making friends on OKCupid and when someone wanted to get together I sort of let the conversation lapse (that wasn't what I wanted anyway). It did occur to me how would I ever explain my life. It's impossible and scary. Maybe not as bad for younger people but in the 60 ish age range, it's not exactly a topic of conversation.

newtus · Jul 23, 2015 at 06:09 PM

hey
how are you guys?
i didnt goto group today
i hung out with that guy that said he liked me. i dont like him back just as a friend tho. we hung out a bit too long as we just sat there. he made me pick him up and also take him to work. i wouldnt date him as i said before because all those things i said about guys and dependency vs independency but he seems like an ok friend. at least he gave me gas money. the girl with spina bifida never has and she made me take her all over the place and push her wheelchair for her everywhere. that definitely deserves gas money. but things i was home alone with him and things got weird when he said he suggested cuddling. i told him straight up if he was gonna try anything on me i was gonna take him straight home and not to work.

so my anxiety level really rose today because all that. i saw my mom earlier before that.

so i got out today. and saw someone.

im not feeling all that better but a bit. its getting better.

i got a lot of school work to do over the next few days.

Angelique67 · Jul 23, 2015 at 06:59 PM

I'm scared about my appointment on Tuesday but I really can't postpone anymore. I postponed a number of times in 2014 and then cancelled.

And I'm so out of shape, even for me. I don't get why. With the smoking stopped I should be in better shape.

junkDNA · Jul 23, 2015 at 07:16 PM

texted T and said im not coming to group saturday. i told him he can tell them why. it will be kinda weird cuz i see T right after group. so i will run into them.

newtus · Jul 23, 2015 at 07:35 PM

i feel like im going to have a panic attack. ive built a tolerance to this xanax. so its not even helping anymore. idk what to do.

A18793715 · Jul 23, 2015 at 07:40 PM

My sister thinks I called cps on her and told me my niece and nephew will be placed in foster care and that its my fault.

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MoonSunn · Jul 23, 2015 at 07:44 PM

Im feeling a lot of synchronicity these days, impossible stuff.. Liking it, actually.

Angelique67 · Jul 23, 2015 at 09:45 PM

Darn it, I did something stupid and now I can't sleep. I'm going to be exhausted again in the morning.

Erti · Jul 23, 2015 at 09:47 PM

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Originally Posted by A18793715

My sister thinks I called cps on her and told me my niece and nephew will be placed in foster care and that its my fault.

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Even if you did called cps it's her fault for having cps take her kids.

Angelique67 · Jul 23, 2015 at 10:29 PM

I'm still hungry. I guess I'll heat up some left over french fries.

Alone_and_Afraid · Jul 23, 2015 at 10:33 PM

It's my fiancé of three years, but I'm not pregnant guys.
I was having an episode earlier. I believed a baby was inside me. Still kind of do. Seeing the psych doctor tomorrow.

I honestly don't know how he handles me. I'm lucky to have him.

ensconce · Jul 23, 2015 at 11:19 PM

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Originally Posted by newtus

hey
how are you guys?
i didnt goto group today
i hung out with that guy that said he liked me. i dont like him back just as a friend tho. we hung out a bit too long as we just sat there. he made me pick him up and also take him to work. i wouldnt date him as i said before because all those things i said about guys and dependency vs independency but he seems like an ok friend. at least he gave me gas money. the girl with spina bifida never has and she made me take her all over the place and push her wheelchair for her everywhere. that definitely deserves gas money. but things i was home alone with him and things got weird when he said he suggested cuddling. i told him straight up if he was gonna try anything on me i was gonna take him straight home and not to work.

so my anxiety level really rose today because all that. i saw my mom earlier before that.

so i got out today. and saw someone.

im not feeling all that better but a bit. its getting better.

i got a lot of school work to do over the next few days.

Tke some deep slow breaths and try to think of something positive such as a happy memory or try distracting yourself by watching a movie or talking with someone you are comfortable with.

Stay safe.

Blue_Bird · Jul 24, 2015 at 12:20 AM

Can't get back to sleep. Probably just going to stay up. Appointment with my therapist in the morning, then coming home and having pizza

Sometimes psychotic · Jul 24, 2015 at 02:25 AM

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Originally Posted by Alone_and_Afraid

It's my fiancé of three years, but I'm not pregnant guys.
I was having an episode earlier. I believed a baby was inside me. Still kind of do. Seeing the psych doctor tomorrow.

I honestly don't know how he handles me. I'm lucky to have him.

I had that same delusion when I was first sick, I actually missed out on an mri because I put maybe on the are you pregnant part of the paperwork.

Angelique67 · Jul 24, 2015 at 05:09 AM

I barely slept and I've been up since at least 4 but I was trying to sleep. It's chilly in here. Still 62 degrees out. I can't get comfortable. Very nervous.

Loial · Jul 24, 2015 at 06:15 AM

Morning,

Feeling down this morning. Starting to think I do have mild depression but it won't be another month until I see my p-doc. It seems to me I'm less inclined to do anything in the mornings & feel fairly normal by afternoon/evening so it seems to be following a diurnal variation. I guess I have that much to be thankful for. Bring on the afternoon I say. (well technically it's just past midday but still)

Angelique67 · Jul 24, 2015 at 06:25 AM

Hi, Loial, sorry to hear about your depressed mornings. At least it gets better as the day progresses. And you have a daily routine. I hope you'll feel better.

Loial · Jul 24, 2015 at 06:37 AM

Thanks Angelique...

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Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 23, 2015 at 06:59 PM #125 I'm scared about my appointment on Tuesday but I really can't postpone anymore. I postponed a number of times in 2014 and then cancelled. And I'm so out of shape, even for me. I don't get why. With the smoking stopped I should be in better shape.

junkDNA Comfy Sedation Member Since Sep 2012 Location: the woods Posts: 19,305 (SuperPoster!) 12 8,152 hugs given	Jul 23, 2015 at 07:16 PM #126 texted T and said im not coming to group saturday. i told him he can tell them why. it will be kinda weird cuz i see T right after group. so i will run into them. __________________

newtus The Dopamine Flux Member Since Jun 2010 Location: Ardenweald Posts: 43,644 (SuperPoster!) 14 867 hugs given	Jul 23, 2015 at 07:35 PM #127 i feel like im going to have a panic attack. ive built a tolerance to this xanax. so its not even helping anymore. idk what to do. __________________ "We're all born to broken people on their most honest day of living" The Dopamine Flux www.thedopamineflux.com Youtube channel https://www.youtube.com/user/MozePrayIII

A18793715 Grand Poohbah Member Since Aug 2014 Location: Texas Posts: 1,631 10 7 hugs given	Jul 23, 2015 at 07:40 PM #128 My sister thinks I called cps on her and told me my niece and nephew will be placed in foster care and that its my fault. Sent from my iPhone using Tapatalk

MoonSunn Member Member Since Jun 2015 Location: Earth Posts: 156 9 81 hugs given	Jul 23, 2015 at 07:44 PM #129 Im feeling a lot of synchronicity these days, impossible stuff.. Liking it, actually.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 23, 2015 at 09:45 PM #130 Darn it, I did something stupid and now I can't sleep. I'm going to be exhausted again in the morning.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 23, 2015 at 10:29 PM #132 I'm still hungry. I guess I'll heat up some left over french fries.

Alone_and_Afraid Member Member Since Apr 2015 Location: TX Posts: 398 9 185 hugs given	Jul 23, 2015 at 10:33 PM #133 It's my fiancé of three years, but I'm not pregnant guys. I was having an episode earlier. I believed a baby was inside me. Still kind of do. Seeing the psych doctor tomorrow. I honestly don't know how he handles me. I'm lucky to have him. __________________ DX: Depression, OCD, ADHD RX: Prozac (60mg) and Strattera (25mg)

Blue_Bird Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Jun 2013 Location: Middle Earth Posts: 37,509 (SuperPoster!) 11 15.1k hugs given	Jul 24, 2015 at 12:20 AM #135 Can't get back to sleep. Probably just going to stay up. Appointment with my therapist in the morning, then coming home and having pizza __________________ “All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 24, 2015 at 05:09 AM #137 I barely slept and I've been up since at least 4 but I was trying to sleep. It's chilly in here. Still 62 degrees out. I can't get comfortable. Very nervous.

Angelique67 Legendary Wise Elder Member Since Oct 2014 Location: USA Posts: 22,125 (SuperPoster!) 10	Jul 24, 2015 at 06:25 AM #139 Hi, Loial, sorry to hear about your depressed mornings. At least it gets better as the day progresses. And you have a daily routine. I hope you'll feel better.

Loial El Psy Congroo Member Since Aug 2014 Location: UK Posts: 5,502 10 4,690 hugs given	Jul 24, 2015 at 06:37 AM #140 Thanks Angelique... __________________ The Wheel of Time turns, and Ages come and pass, leaving memories that become legend. Legend fades to myth, and even myth is long forgotten when the Age that gave it birth comes again... "To travel hopefully is a better thing than to arrive." Robert Louis Stevenson