I feel like there are demons everywhere and they are following me and it is getting worse I am having panic attacks and crying because I don't want them to come into my bedroom or hurt me and I don't want to talk to my psychologist about it because he and my psychiatrist already think I am psychotic but I don't think so but I didn't know where to put this but does this even sound like psychosis? I really do just think it is the demons though.

[Sometimes psychotic]

It really does sound like psychosis.....

But what if the demons are real

[miss_rainy]

I believe demons are real... Did you try asking your guardians/higher power/angels or other for help? Maybe somebody on here will see this and send some of their guardians to help you, hopefully.

Originally Posted by miss_rainy

I believe demons are real... Did you try asking your guardians/higher power/angels or other for help? Maybe somebody on here will see this and send some of their guardians to help you, hopefully.

I dont think my gurdian can help..... as for other higher powers i am not sure if they like me or not. I am sorry.

[insilence]

for me i use a combination on top of medication (clozapine).

first i bought burnable sage, and edible sage leaves from the grocer. burned the sage around me and places sage leaves at spots where i dwell most often like bed, desk, doorways. Then i bought diferent kinds of stones and placed them around the yard,

I also did what my aunt told me (shes a healing scents/herbs) person. Salt along window cills and doorways. when i did this i heard a voice say "it burns me".

i had a run in for a few months of feeling and hearing them.

You need to be honest with your pdoc and therapist so they can help you. This does sound like psychosis.

Originally Posted by insilence

for me i use a combination on top of medication (clozapine).

first i bought burnable sage, and edible sage leaves from the grocer. burned the sage around me and places sage leaves at spots where i dwell most often like bed, desk, doorways. Then i bought diferent kinds of stones and placed them around the yard,

I also did what my aunt told me (shes a healing scents/herbs) person. Salt along window cills and doorways. when i did this i heard a voice say "it burns me".

i had a run in for a few months of feeling and hearing them.

I don't live alone so the salt option is not possible but I will try incense maybe

Originally Posted by lolagrace

You need to be honest with your pdoc and therapist so they can help you. This does sound like psychosis.

I will try and tell them about it I am just worried my parents will find out.

[RisuNeko]

I've only seen a "demon" once a couple of years ago it was just hanging out in the corner of my bedroom glaring at me. I figured it wasn't real so i just watched it until my mind got distracted and it went away. I have a lot of dreams about demons though and a lot of sleep paralysis involving demons coming after me and or squashing me.

I just try to remember that logically demons don't exist. They're just a product of your mind making stuff up. I don't know why our minds have to make up such scary things sometimes but if you're able to keep perspective and understand them as just a product of your mind they lose a lot of their power over you and your thinking.

[insilence]

i believe beyond the "medical science" defining everything we go through.

For seeing ghosts, demons etc.. looking at it truly scientificly, i take into account frequency ranges in our perception, which can evidently be influenced by drugs, medications, awareness.

So if your seeing a demon, or a creature appear then disappear, would to me, indicate there is an influencing force on my perception, which works by processing information flow at a rate, frequency, other levels. If these demons are showing themselves at will, would indicate they have the ability to do so, or its somehow being induced.

inducement to me would be a magnetized flux allowing the occular/auditory centers to perceive those frequencies.

[Gavinandnikki]

Your symptoms are consistent with psychosis. You MUST tell this to your treatment team. If you get this treated, you will feel so much better. And safer, too.

Hope you make the right decision.

Originally Posted by RisuNeko

I've only seen a "demon" once a couple of years ago it was just hanging out in the corner of my bedroom glaring at me. I figured it wasn't real so i just watched it until my mind got distracted and it went away. I have a lot of dreams about demons though and a lot of sleep paralysis involving demons coming after me and or squashing me.

I just try to remember that logically demons don't exist. They're just a product of your mind making stuff up. I don't know why our minds have to make up such scary things sometimes but if you're able to keep perspective and understand them as just a product of your mind they lose a lot of their power over you and your thinking.

That is the thing though for me logically nothing exists nothing is really real so if I say nothing is real then fine neither are demons but if everything else is real then the demons must be too.

Originally Posted by insilence

i believe beyond the "medical science" defining everything we go through.

For seeing ghosts, demons etc.. looking at it truly scientificly, i take into account frequency ranges in our perception, which can evidently be influenced by drugs, medications, awareness.

So if your seeing a demon, or a creature appear then disappear, would to me, indicate there is an influencing force on my perception, which works by processing information flow at a rate, frequency, other levels. If these demons are showing themselves at will, would indicate they have the ability to do so, or its somehow being induced.

inducement to me would be a magnetized flux allowing the occular/auditory centers to perceive those frequencies.

I think there is more to it than science as well.

Originally Posted by Gavinandnikki

Your symptoms are consistent with psychosis. You MUST tell this to your treatment team. If you get this treated, you will feel so much better. And safer, too.

Hope you make the right decision.

I don't know about feeling safer.....

[chasms]

i know exactly what you mean. demons control my mind. they watch me but theres really nnothing i can do about that...so ive tried to let go of that fear. i've been afraid of invisible people watching me and all i can do is just play along with them and act like everything is ok

Originally Posted by chasms

i know exactly what you mean. demons control my mind. they watch me but theres really nnothing i can do about that...so ive tried to let go of that fear. i've been afraid of invisible people watching me and all i can do is just play along with them and act like everything is ok

I do try and just accept that they are there but I get scared they will hurt me because I think they are powerful and can make bad things happen. I am sorry you have to deal with this.

[misslabarinth]

I am a lot like you, when ever I go to bed I see them in my room, they watch me sleep. (Which has caused problems with sleep, and the way I sleep. I can't sleep with my back to the door, I feel they will drag me away) I normally have my dog in the room with me and she seems to scare then away. When I was little I would take all my stuffed animals and make almost like a circle around me, the demons hated them for some reason.
They still bother me, however I try to ignore them the best I can. I keep old stuffed animals on shelves around my room to keep them away.
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MissLabarinth


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Nighttime is the worst because I feel them EVERYWHERE and see glimpses but I think they try and hide from me but it is hard because now I have a whole bunch of OCD rituals which are connected to this.

[websurfer]

Originally Posted by eden1515

That is the thing though for me logically nothing exists nothing is really real so if I say nothing is real then fine neither are demons but if everything else is real then the demons must be too.

The problem is not whether the demons exist or not, It is about what you are going to do to redeem yourself now that you are afraid of their influence. You need help and would better talk to a mental health professional. Consulting with a religious leader (pastor, priest, rabbi or imam depending on your religion) could help too.

I suppose I think the religious option would be good except I don't think I am in the good books and don't know if I should go there and I could at least talk with my psychologist but I am worried about the possible consequences.

[Psychonerv]

Deamons... I've done my share in the occult. I've done Ouija's Board ritual and that ended badly for me. I still think I have a bad spirit in my home. I've searched for help and such.
I was given two advises:
1. Live as if it doesn't exist.(I know it does..)
2. Ignore it because your stronger than it.

I've also read if you have faith it will all be all right.

What i did was chose to ignore it and have faith.
What really helped me was finding my inside happiness/love.

Yes I am at the ignore point at the moment I just keep trying to pretend it isn't there.

[powessy]

Originally Posted by eden1515

Yes I am at the ignore point at the moment I just keep trying to pretend it isn't there.

Hello Eden1515

I also see and talk to demons all the time. I call these demons sparteil a name given to me to explain their nature for sparteil spelt backwards spells lie & traps.

The sparteil are also referred to as shadow people. The sparteil find you when you are in your mind asking questions this is like a beacon in the veil. The sparteil were once angels of many worlds brought here and forgotten trapped and lost within the minds of those they find.

I have been pulling them into me for over a year now to teach them of themselves again but my problem is they don't always find me or are lost in the minds of others. If they are around you tell them to find powessy they will now how to call upon me to find me.

Are you also hearing voices? The shadows will leave you and find me but the voices will remain if you have them.

To them

I am myself and myself only, you need to become yourself inside of me to become yourself again.

And to your soul

To become yourself you will need to become yourself inside of yourself many times. Something is trying to become you so you need to become yourself more times then herself becomes yourself. Try to become yourself only even if you need to become badly done.

Powessy

I do hear whispers sometimes they are louder than other times i think i understand what you mean about being myself i am just concerned i dont have a self to become.